"Adrian..." I mumbled.
Cole's sudden jerk of movement, making an effort to pull away from me, startles me, bringing me back to reality. He refuses to meet my eyes. I rest my hand on his arm, but he once again pulls away. Only this time, getting up and tugging his clothes back on.
His warmth once there, was gone, leaving no trace. I glanced at his eyes, and it pained me to see they were filled with hurt. Cole was back in reality too. Taking in the truth that he was just a rebound.
Even though just a glimpse was all I managed to catch, he was an open book as always. His eyes filled with fury, hurt, love, jealousy, that all that had happened between us was not real. That I had imagined another man's face, that I had looked into Cole's eyes in search of another's love, that I longed it to be Adrian instead of him. All of last night was a mistake-filled with empty emotions of hurt and regret.
I was left on the now cold bed, as the door slammed behind me, Cole's presence fading away. I curled up next to the bedpost, rapping all that was left of the sheets around my body.
I sighed as I combed my fingers through my long tangled hair. I miss him... I miss his fingers in my hair. I miss his lips on mine. I miss his touch, his scent, his embrace-his presence. Adrian...
I feel lost, incomplete without Adrian. I don't feel like myself. I don't know who I am, who I'm supposed to be without him. But I should... If only I had listened when he had told me so. If I had... I would have found my self. Am I Virgo?