O MY GOD. I did not just say that.
What she will think about me. Some sick pervert.
Yes.
No.
Yes.
My eyes were wide as a saucer and my cheeks were crimson.
How will I face her? Does she hate me now? Does she?
Maybe yes.
My rant was halted when I heard a melodic laugh.
She is an angel.
All my embarrassment flew away from the window and I sat there staring at her in awe.
" I would like to sleep with you darling " she winked
"No. I mean I don't want to sleep with you."
"Ohh. So you don't want to sleep with me?"
"No. Yes. What am I saying?"
" Relax babe. I'm just fooling around"
I did what she said and composed myself self but I saw the smirk on her face that she was trying to hide but was failing miserably.
" so?" She asked
" hmmm.. Actually, I wanted to ask that If I... I could sleep in your bed because my bed is not set and the room is dust-covered." I rambled
"Shit, I am sorry I really forgot about the bed. I will set it up by tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Till then you can 'sleep with me' in my bed." She said and emphasized sleep with me which made me blush.
Why do I always blush?
"Thank you," I said still crimson and shocked.
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After dinner, we cleaned up the table and washed the dishes.
Not once did she mention the embarrassing moment.
And now we are in her room and again her room is beautiful.
Everything is beautiful.
Except me.
*sigh* *sigh*
Venice went to the washroom to freshen up. And I don't know what to do so I was awkwardly sitting on her bed and waiting for her to come out.
Life is so unpredictable. Yesterday I was the nerd and innocent while today I am already crushing about my roommate.
That to my new roommate. Something is seriously wrong with me.
Actually, my middle name should be wrong or mistake.
Though I know I am not so innocent and naive. I know about sex and I even know that it's not much but hey I never had a boyfriend or girlfriend.
Yes, I am into both girls and boys.
I hope Venice is also into girls or I would be very envious if I see her with any boys.
If you see Venice she looks very intimidating and I would leak myself many times if she didn't smile.
As she is not a simple girl but a fine grown-up woman. I don't think she will like someone like me. A plain, simple and nerd.
My nonsensical thoughts of her likening me were disturbed by a door opening and closing.
I see her in a wrapped towel.
O my God.
Maybe the hundredth O my God I am saying today.
The water-dropping from her hair to her shoulder was so erotic.
I was in a daze until she asked, "Anna is it a problem if I sleep without the clothes on."
"You mean naked?"
"Yeah, as I m not comfortable wearing clothes to sleep. If you are not okay with it. I would wear something or the other."
Do I want her naked?
Hell
Yeah
Can I stop myself from touching her?
Hell
No.
But I want to see her naked. Without clothes on and...
"It's okay I understand. I will wear a t-shirt and shorts.
"No, it's fine. You can wear. I mean it's okay if you are not wearing anything "
"Sure?"
"100% sure"
And with that, she dropped the towel and the first thing I saw was her pink nipples than a flat stomach, a waxed vagina, toned thighs, and long sexy legs.
She walked towards the bed with confident strides and got under the cover.
I was dripping. I was so wet for her. It may sound cliche but I am wet down there.
How will I control myself from not touching her rosy buds?
With an internal sigh, I whisper to her "good night" and turned another side so I don't do something stupid.
In return for a simple good night, I was pulled into her chest. I could feel her boobs on my back and her vagina on my bottom.
She snuggled into me, placed her mouth in the crook of my neck and mumbled "goodnight beautiful and dream about me." I could feel her smiling against my neck.
Yeah. You don't even have to say. With that, I closed my eyes and slumber took over me.
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I woke up to find my face snuggled in her boobs and her nipple taunting me to suck. While her legs were draped over me like a vice grip.
Without any rational thinking, I licked her nipple and sucked them.
It's so dirty doing what am I doing but it felt so good.
I continued sucking her nipple while biting and marking her boobs with hickeys.
She stirred and I stopped and that's when the realization hit me like tons of bricks.
What am I doing?
It's basically rape. Am I raping her?
She is going to hate me. Will she hate me if I sucked her nipple?
Of course, she will.
What did I do? She will throw me out of her house.
She did not even know me and here I am sucking her nipples.
"Why did you stop?" let out a voice.