It's been a month since Ryder left. I am still wondering about that day when Jess appeared out of no where and Ryder left, out of no where. It is not easy, still not a problem. I never felt this way. I wonder what happened to me. I have had problems but not like this where I cannot site it.
When my mind was still in my bedroom I realized that the coffee house was crawling with heads. There was a woman with her daughter infront of me. The little girl is trying hard to understand what the picture hanging infornt of her meant. I went to her as I saw the frown on her face. "It means that girl loves to run under the moon with her friends." She looked at me and said, "Is it you?" smiling at me while I was still lost in her innocence. I smiled at her and gave my notebook asking, "What do you love?" She anwered, "I like to draw but mumma says painters are poor."
While our conversation was growing interesting I saw Jess entering the coffee house and walking towards our table. "Are you ready to go?" he asked. She cheered, "Yes!" and he rushed with questions "Where's your mum, Anna?" My heart grew old with sadness. Anna replied, "She went to the restroom. Will you take us to Disneyland today? You promised." I got up to leave and Anna grabbed my finger saying, "Will you come with us?" with her puppy eyes. I said, "Maybe some other time."
"What is your name and will you not take your notebook?" she asked with all her energy. "I am Natasha, Anna. It was very nice to meet you. This notebook is yours now. Take it and fill the pages with stories and pictures, with whatever you want." I said and left.
The street lights were too bright. "There was no reason to feel this way" I cried to myself. I had no idea why I felt that way but I know it is just the beginning and it is not good. I went to bed early that night taking my whole tub of ice cream and watched Vampire Diaries. The bell rang. It was 11 O' clock in the night.
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