Person: Jimin
Genre: Angst, Dark, Mature
"There were so many times when I reached out to them. They never came so I won't stay."
"But- I do want you to know that wherever you are thank you for giving me just enough light to keep going for as long as I could"
Au- Whatever happens to your partner happens to you. The closer you are the faster it happens the farther away the longer it takes.
( Trama warning for those who are suicidal or have be sexually abused)Jimin Pov
Ever day only got worst as my heartfelt heaver. her pain wasn't her own. I wondered If she knew it. Her scars, her cuts they were mine as well. I wanted to find her I could feel her getting closer to taking it too far. These thoughts plagued me thought the days. I only knew of one thing that would make me feel better at this time. Sleep.
Jin PovY/N, Y/LNShe was an underling who had a knack for mimicking everything I did. From tattoos to hair dyes. if it wasn't for my hate of her and the fact that she said her partner had died recently I would think she was my partner. I laughed at the thought. She wasn't anything but a punching bag. I may put on a charade as nice, flower boy at work but even I get mad, and only she knows how I truly am. I called her up only to reach her voice mailbox.anger filled my body as I realized I would have to go to her house to teach her a lesson. She knew not to ignore me not for any reason. I grinned as I would take her to a higher place when we got there.when I arrived at the door she answered it is a sweeter and a shocked face. I smiled as she tried to slam the door in my face. I quickly used my foot and brought myself in. Is groaned as the door hit her side. Sorry I sad smirking Tears forming in her eyes she spoke."what do you want Jin"
" you know why I'm here Y/N"
I slowly backed her up against the wall.I grabbed her face as tears fell. she turned her head away
"I'm here because you've been ignoring me".
she turned towards me pushing me away
" yes, I did because-"
I cut her off-putting my hands on her throat as she started chocking.
" Don't talk to me in that tone Y/N"i whispered in her ear.
" f- fine she " said as I began to release her." J-JUst please"" leave" She whimpered
" you know I cant y/n " I kissed her jaw. Making her tremble.
"you can, you don't have to do this,"
" Do what?" I said
" this, track me down touch me" she said holding her body.
"Hit me" she bit her lip. Sobbing
I started laughing at her miserable state. I stopped when I noticed her at looking me in the eyes with that defiance that always set me afire. I could feel myself hardening at her defiance
"you piece of shit "she yelled
"you- "I cut her off with my lips this time as I used my hands to hold her back she wiggled underneath me fighting. I bit her lips as she stared up at me.
"It won't hurt as much this time if you don't fight it"
she cried out and I picked her up and carried her to her roomTying her up with my tie as she squirmed and kicked. She kicked me in my balls causing me to slap her across the face.
"Fine "I said.
My hand stung as she sobbed. I didn't was time prepping her as I kissed her and ripped her panties. She sobbed as I took her from Behind Fucking her hard as her crying mingled with pleasure. Even if she didn't want me her body did. My body rocked as she came around my instantly getting tighter. I moaned as I came inside her.she screamed out in tears" Leave now ".I had gotten what I wanted from her tonight. so I did as she asked uniting her and walking outside and catching a cab back to the house. I laid in my bed satisfied. Today wouldn't be the last time I made her mine.
Jimin Pov
"Please stop-"
"i- I'm trying to help " I responded back
I could hear her voice. I could feel her pain as I groaned as I shot myself awake because of the pain in my side. I sighed as I got up for a cup of water as JIn walked in." Hey, where you been Hyung?"" Ah, just out " HE smirked Oddly"Okay then" I said drinking my drink before going back to sleep.
Me ears ring as she spoke
"I needed you she screamed you weren't there and he- he took it " she cried
" took my last hope he took the light at the end of the tunnel."I- I can't take it anymore if your her my soulmate then-" I was cut off by her message by Jungkook. what I said looking at Jungkook
"your wrist Hyung" I looked down at the cut began to form
" ah, damnit" I groaned as my wrist started to bleed." again," I said
damn it, whoever she was she was cutting again. Only deeper this time. I hadn't even had the chance to meet her yet. All I knew was I had to find her before it was too late.
" hey, guys get in here" yelled RM. I got up as we went into the front room ONly to find Y/N's name on the NEws and a video being played
Y/N up and coming stars last attempt to find her Partner.
Y/n PovI never thought I do this I thought I was strong enough but I don't have a reason to stay. I wish I did but i don't.I never really cared about love but if you are close by then you will feel this. I don't need much just to know that someone out there thinks I'm worth it. I could feel tears falling down my face I sighed as I picked up the blade and drew a cut across my wrist.Blood started gushing out at I clutched my stomach in shame as I thought of what it would mean to have brought that child into the world. It was something I'd take to my grave. Hate-filled me as Images of what had happened an hour before went through my mind."I get why you wouldn't want me though, I'm filthy. I've been used and tossed away. "Why would you, I don't even want me" I grabbed the blade and cut the other wrist.
Jimin pov
She looked up at the screen smiling as she said these words"There were so many times when I reached out to them. They never came so I won't stay.""But- I do want you to know that wherever you are thank you for giving me just enough light to keep going for as long as I could"she laid there lifeless. Blood surrounding her as I looked up and saw it. A birthmark in the shape of a Butterfly on her Lips. The boy must have noticed it as the looked up at me and tears Fell down my face uncontoiusly. " I had been too late" I muttered. " She was in my face the whole time and I still was blind". The boys hugged me as Jin remained still.The last thing the reporters said was"It is such a sad thing as she had been pregnant".
Jin's eyes filled with tears as he got up from the couch and left the room.