And rank means absolutely nothing to me at all! He or she could be an omega for all I care and I'd still see them as equal that's why 30/50% of females in my pack dislike me because I treat Omegas who are seen as runts of the packs as we would treat a normal pack member because thats what they are.
I don't care that I don't fit in! I don't care that most people hate me! And I don't care why people labelled me as an all around bitch who probably hasn't got a mate and if she has he wants nothing to do with her!
Why do they think that? Because he hasn't shown up yet and if you can't find your mate in one pack then you move on to the next and then the next until nightfall or when it gets to late so they stay there and then they move onto the next pack so my mate clearly doesn't care much about a mate so it's impossible for me to know who it is and that is what makes me want to die, knowing that he doesn't want you
I've tried to find him myself but failed everyone's saying that if I don't find him soon then I'll be forced into an arranged marriage to a man that isn't my mate
And that doesn't sit right with me! At all and I sure hope that it doesn't sit right with the rest of you, been with someone other than your mate can kill you if you're not careful because when they meet their mate and then leave you it makes you feel like you are nothing because your mate didn't want you and then. the person that you married unwillingly leaves you for his or her mate you feel like you are dying