Jenny was born in an incomplete family,her mother gave birth to her in front of her siblings in a house without any adult assisting her mother.Her father is not with them at that moment.
She never felt the presence of a father since she was born.Her father remarried when she was still in her mother stomach.
So they have come to an agreement that divorce is the best thing they can do because they no longer have feeling for each other.
At three months old after she was born,her mother left her in her grandparents care to work.So,basically she was left alone growing up without her father and mother.
Well,she have her siblings living with their grandparent too but can it match the longing of a father's and mother's love?Obviously not.Besides her sibling which is consist of one brother and two elder sister is also busy with their own personal matter.
She rarely have the chance to met her mother in a year.Her mother will only be back for a short while everytime,once in a year to be exact.Spend a days with her then leave her again.
Let me ask you,for a girl around 5 years to met her mother once in a year,can you imagine how hurt she felt everytime she met other kids with their parent by their side whereas she can't even sleep in the same room with her mother for a week at least.
Frustrated,jealous what else she didnt feel atthat time.No matter what,a girl at her age cannot do anything at all.She keep all her feelings hidden inside,she is hurt and sometime cry alone whenever she had a nightmare or got a fever.
She knows no matter how hard or painful it is,she can endure it all by herself.
She grow up,went to school and tried hard to do her very best in the academic to make her mother proud.In hope that her mother will cherish her more.Probably give her an encouragement gift.
Sadly,fate play a cruel joke on her because no matter how good she is,her mother never seems to care about her achievement.She never gave her any attention.
She grow up under her grandparent care,thinking that all will be well even though she is dying inside from a fatherly and motherly care which she never have.What more ironic is her siblings also never gave her attention.She never show anybody that she is longing for someone who will care for her to fill her empty feeling inside.
She felt in love with someone from the same village as her when she is 13 years old.Well,too young to be in love actually.She felt happy because she finally can feel how is the feeling to be loved by someone.This man will always waiting for her whenever she come back from school.
She actually in afternoon session when she is in Form 1,so he will only arrive at the main road when the time struck 6 p.m.From the main road,she will have to walk to reach her home in about 30 minutes walk.
Her boyfriend named Carl will always wait for her everyday.She felt happy and lucky to met a caring guy like Carl that time.She even feel more delighted when the guy said that she doesn't have to continue study,because he will marry her after she finish her SPM exam.
One day,Carl was waiting for her at the same place as always.She actually arrive early that day,so Carl asked her to have a chat with him before she go home.
She has given her full trust to this man which is the most stupid thing she ever made,from a sweet chat they ended up cuddling,caressing and Carl already aroused ask her if they he can go further.
Carl told her to trust him when he said that he is so in love with her.He is willing to meet her family and ask for her hand in marriage when she passed her SPM.Jenny trust her and said she allowed him to do as he wish because she thinks that they will eventually be married in a few years time.
That evening they shared a very heated moment and she end up giving her virginity to Carl.They promised that they will never tell anyone about what happen.Carl said its their sweet secret.How naive,,she end up giving her most important part to someone who is not legally hers.What happen that day cannot be reversed anymore.She can only felt regret..