I still cannot remember what kind of grudge Rana has toward me. He has a pure hatred for me. And he is serious to even kill me. Oh, Loki you even forgot your crime. To make you guys clear I only know what Loki knows in his life. So, it can't be helped for me, even if someone has a death grudge toward me I do not know why he has that if Loki does not know.
"Say what kind of animosity do have on me? I noticed that you tried to kill me."
I asked him directly.
"So, a scumbag like you even do not remember what grudge I have toward you?"
No, and that is why I am asking you.
"Let just forgot that now, brother. What we need to do is to make Lady Liza to the member of Crown Princess knight order, we do not have the time to fight for something else."
It was Shilpi who stopped the conversation between me and Rana, do not interrupt little girl that what I wanted to say but I saw another face which I should have an alert on. Just kidding, even I cannot commit suicide, so what others will do to me.
It was Raiya. She was the girl that rescued by the princess when Loki had tried to defile her.
"Hello."
I greeted her. Because she was glaring at me in the most uncomfortable way. It was making me awkward.
"So, you are the same old bastard, ha? I cannot believe that your strength has changed that much."
She told to me. It was the first time that she talk to me after she was violated.
"Huh! Well, people sometimes change... Even the worst demon became a good angel. They need some alma matter to change the way. I got something like that. Is it unbelievable?"
I asked her.
"Well, let just assumed that you have changed... Does that mean I will forgive you? Does that mean the damage you have done to me will be removed forever? Do you know what they call me? The girl who was saved by the assault from a demon. Because the princess showed her mercy on me that is why I am here. In another word, no matter what I do, the mark of being violated will be embedded in me forever. On the other hand, you acting like a good guy all of a sudden. Isn't that a funny thing to do? What are you doing is nothing but hypocrisy. At one point in life, people thought that doing naughty stuff in life won't do any progression in their lifestyle. So they thought showing fake appearance in the front and doing bad stuff in the back... Aren't you doing the same thing? You just want to claim the seat of Western Family, which is not only famous in the world also feared by the ordinary to nobility, human to the demon. Why won't be a vicious animal like you want this power? After all, you are mature now, you have an understanding of great power."
"Huh!"
I sneered at her.
"Make all the hidden theory you want... But I have changed... No, I am cleaning my reputation from before, that's all I want. It is not like I am a good guy now. It just I am learning to be a better person."
I told her.
"Hahahaha..."
She laughed at me.
"Why are you laughing?"
I asked her.
"You didn't realize that we are living the same life."
She said.
"How?"
"Oh! Loki you bastard, no matter what I do, people will forever remember me as a pitiful girl who was rescued from a demon who has about violated her, and people always will remember that you are the person to be hated. Your karma and sin always follow you. It won't be clean until the day you have die... No, even if you die you will experience the hell itself... Good luck, I hope we will never meet next time, but if we do, I will try to kill you no matter what way I use."