Even if you scream, it is hopeless. Because there is nobody around to hear your voice. Even if they were right in front of you, they will not extend their hand out. They will dismiss you as nothing. It is similar to falling into a deep pit, an abyss of nothing. In that place there is nothing but pure darkness. Tell her, right now is there anybody listening, is there anyone really looking at her? In their eyes, what does she look like? A dead person walking? Ah, if that were the case then ...then even she would…fall apart would she not?
While she has become immune and indifferent to many things, while her feelings has become numb to those peoples words. To the words of those who gave up halfway and abandoned her. To those who claim they care, but the only words they ever gave her are ones that would condemn and make her feel miserable. Even now, she can hear it loud and clear. Everything she did was wrong, if she tried to explain anything, she would look stupid.
