In another club,
"Hey! I heard you broke up with Lily?" A guy came near Ian and asked,
Ian was already sick of answering the same question, he completely ignored him and then just got up taking his drink in his hand he walked out in the balcony. The breeze was cold as he stared at the moon, he deeply sighed.
He didn't even realize when he got lost deep in his thought,
..
Last night that same club,
Ian was seriously drunk after drinking so much he barely manages to drag himself to the men's washroom. The moment he got out he got attacked by some girl.
"Hello~," She said as she runs her figures on his chest,
He was so drunk that he couldn't even see, who was she? but it doesn't matter to him. He just smiled and said coldly "Can you please step aside? I don't like to talk to trash"
He couldn't even able see her expression but he was sure that she was totally pissed. So he didn't stand there for long and walked away from her, but that girl was persistent "Ian, now am I trash for you? Just because I started liking you will you seriously leave me"
Ian frowned as he asked "Lily?"
The moment she heard her name, she started to cling on him "Ian, please! Don't leave me. What kind of rule is that to date someone without liking that person back"
He was already getting headaches and now her words were making it worse "Who told you liked you? Did I? you shouldn't have fallen for me or you shouldn't have told me" Ian said while pushing her away from himself.
But she didn't stopped and hugged him tight and said "Why? Why? What's the deal with that? Why can't I show you how much I love you? Why?"
This time Ian lost it and push her hard and yelled at top of his lungs" Because I don't deserve that, Did you get it now? I don't deserve that."
Lily was startled seeing this side of him, "Ian"
"I just don't deserve love and if you keep that how will I find that," Ian said frustratingly pulling his messy hairs.
Lily was confused, she wasn't getting a single word of him "Why don't you deserve it? What are you saying, Ian?" She cupped his face in her small hand and asked "What's that you are trying to find? Tell me, I will help you... we.... we will do that togeth-"
Ian grabbed her hand, pushing her away he said in a deep broken voice "Pain... I am trying to find the pain, So stop this I know you can't help me anymore because what I am trying to find is the pain of not getting love in return"
"Now don't show me that face of yours again you will find someone better than me. "
Ian walked away from her, ignoring her cries. He just heartlessly walked away, he was best in that 'cowardly and heartlessly walking away', He doesn't doubt before considering it his specialty.
He sighed standing outside of the club and took out a cigarette to smoke.
After liting it up, he took a deep thrust, only then his eyes fall on a small figure. He suddenly threw his cigarette away and run behind that girl in a violet dress.
But before he could catch her, she was already vanished "Where did she go?" he asked himself,
Looking everywhere he yelled out in frustration "Where are you?"
...
He deeply sighed looking at the moon "I know, you were there"
He finished his drink in one gulp and walked inside the club.