After erasing Heaven's memory, Lothaire went back to the throne hall and sat on his throne. More than ever, he just wanted to feel powerful and in control for a moment. He opened The Eye with a wave of his hand and watched the world, but it didn't make him feel any better.
Something was wrong with him and he didn't want to admit to himself yet what could be wrong. He was probably just distracted for a moment and would get over it soon.
He was never emotional. How long could he possibly continue being this emotional? Probably not too long.
'Have you ever loved grandma?'
Her annoying voice kept repeating in his head.
'Love is not just a feeling.'
Lothaire shook his head and tried to shut her voice out. Why would he care about what she thought? She was the one who thought that God was trying to give him a second chance.
Lothaire laughed cynically to himself.
"Annoying." He spat.