Right now my heart felt sink. Not sure if it because of Sisi or because of him. He's the on the line. I believe I'm going to be in trouble soon. I really hate my clumsiness which could take me into a big disaster easily.
"Hey. I...I almost home." I lied. Gosh, This is my habitual, whenever I'm lying, I always twiddling my hair.
"Oh, okay." Then he hang up.
Oh. That's fast. Okay now he has gotten what he wants from the start why he hunted me like a predator before. So that's it.The end. Oh God. Why I felt so neglected, I've even expected the result after and reality is I deserve it actually. His persistent had worn me down before and now all is done. So I should start moving on and get to my life track back.
After sitting for awhile, it's time to get home. I reluctantly get up and ready to hail the cab.
I need to get home and put all of things that happen out from my life. Get new start. As soon as I turn and ready to make my way, I found that President Feng is standing a few feet away facing me. I don't since when he were standing. We're now face to each other,staring each other without saying any words. I don't what's in his mind but I don't why I felt so weak when I looking at him and just then I burst into tears on the spot. I couldn't to stop my tears from falling so I just covering my face with my hand and sobbing.
He quickly reach me and embrace me. I can feel his warm I'm sobbing on his chest. He patting my back gently to soothing me. I slowly rest my head in his crevasse neck and my hand reflex hugging his waist. My tears get stop and get calm slowly.We only standing into each other arms silently for a long time and with his one hand playing with my hair to sooth my left sobbing and other hand keep me tugging tighlty with his body. In his embrace I feel sheltered and protected, even though I should push him away instead but I don't want too.
"How long have you been standing there?" I ask when finally my sob was abated.
"Long enough." He murmurs.
"Oh.Hm. I didn't know that." I complaint.
"Dear. What about all of this monumental situation happened just now?" He squeeze me tightly.
"And don't tell me that all of this was actually because of me?"
"I was." Instead denying, I just answer honestly.
"Oh...You were. What?" He sound suprised and a little bit pissed off. But just a few moment later he continue "Hm. Will you coming home with me?" he sound a bit tense.
What?! I just told him about the reason why just now, but now he ask me to coming home with him? What hell with him? And what about Muxin? This, I know they obviously don't live together but stilll I've already done bad enough today. So...
"NO." I reject him.
"Wei Lin. Please." He half begging.
"For what?" I ask.
I have to know why and what he still want with me? I don't want to be with somone whom already got someone else in their life and I don't want to involeve in his affairs game. I can't imagine if I spend more time with him him, I might get hurt teribbly and I will gettin into a deep trouble. No. I don't want this. I need to get him straight. Futhermore , I know how much and deep his effection toward my body and life right now. Plus having an affair with company client also could bring a disaster to my career reputation, I don't want this. I have me spend a lit of hardwork and time to get where I am now. So I must get his reason.
He pull back and look down at me and burrowed at me.
"Miss Bei.Listen. It was feels right. And you are belong to me only." He says, why it's sound so natural from his mouth.
"Hmm. But if I'm belong to you only, then Muxin? Who's she belong to? I ask.
"Muxin? Whom she belong to? Baby, What's she got to do with us?" He looks really confuse.
I scorn at him.
"A girlfriend," I remind him.
"What?" His eyes bulged.
"Wait. Hey, Oh...Wei Lin. Don't you tell me that the reason why you've been ignoring my calls and all your pushing and running away just because of Muxin?" He release me.
"Honey, you thought me and Muxin, we? Were got something to do with...." He step back a bit.
"What the hell! That's f**king NO.Wei Lin!" He says.
"That's was yes." I exclaims while nodding. Just then I snapped.
"What's No? Hey.She's not your girlfriend you mean that?" I really confused right now.
His statement just now definitely a shocking news for me. And his shocking and denying just now look like he really serious and truth.Hey, if not...That woman wouldn't have made her territory claim any clearer at me and she's even pissed off all over him too whenever I got together with him.
He definitely look pissed off and he dvelve his hand into his hair. Try to calm.
" Wei Lin, my dear. Whatever it is. What have made you think that? He ask.
"Hmm. That's so much obvious. First, maybe it was at the bar.Or maybe when she came lokking for you at the bedroom. Or, haa, perhaps because whenever I met you, she always with you." I pour out all my anger at him over that woman that I've been kept for long time since met. Because I really don't like her.
"Hmm. So who is she then? To you especially if she's not your girlfriend? I ask
He hold my hand. and leaning down so he can look down into my eyes.