He hasn't denied it.
"So you were sleeping, other women. Then there must be other than her, your friendly friend Muxin then," My palms find my face as the tears start again, a massive hole punched straight through my stomach.
He joins me on the floor, clenching my arms, shaking me.
"Babe, no. Please listen to me. They meant nothing. I was falling in love with you and you are my one and only wife. I knew I would hurt you but I didn't mean to hurt you," he explained frantically.
"You said you couldn't do it to me. You forgot to add again. You should have said you couldn't do it to me again," I say,
"I just didn't want to hurt you," he whispers.
My defeated face comes up.
"So to remedy that, you had other women than me?" My stomach is turning. I can't breathe.
"How many them?" I blurt.
"Babe, please don't. I hate myself," He says guiltily.
"To say that I hate you too!" I cry, my shoulders jerking as I sob relentlessly.