All my life right now has been changed. The emptiness and incomplete feeling without him.
He made me need him all the time, and now he's really gone.
In the darkness, I see his face and in the silence, I could hear his voice.
There is no escaping from it.
Obviously I'm unaware of the things happening around me, every noise a distant hum, every image a slow blur.
I'm completely falling into Hell.
Empty. Incomplete. I'm in absolute at agony.
When I left him in drunk stated with his raging at his penthouse last Sunday. I've not heard any news from him since that day after I walked out, leaving him yelling and stumbling around.
There even have no phone calls, no messages, no flowers...nothing from him at all.
Does he really get over me already?
I've has been met with his friend Kevin when came by fetching SiSi for a date but he didn't bother to talk a bit about Feng Teng. He keeps quiet very well away from me.
