Feng Teng has always claimed me as his. He was a total possessive to the absolute maximum which unreasonably so. Plus hee always wanted to keep me covered, do not letting me wearing an exposed cloth so not anyone can see my bare skin except only for him to see. Was he was trying to make me the complete opposite from everything how I suppose to be?
But what about us?
I sit up. I think I really need to talk to him. About his darker side even involving killing and I would think about it how to deal with that side of him later. But right now I know, for absolutely sure, I'll never get over of him that much easier.
This is an easy decision really. I love him so much even it's hurt to learn the truth of him.
By seeing him so fraught and desperate must at least mean he's hurting, surely?
And he wouldn't behave like that if I didn't mean something to him, would he?
Why so many questions…
I look at Kevin.
