Ohh fuck my innards are quivering in nervous. Who would ever think I'll agree to this pathetic idea of date. For goodness sake, Hanna Cryz Willson the famous bitch of Mississippi Academy adored by every cute guys around the campus , envied by every ladies and even proffesors. Seriously??? this sucks.

I've been here almost half an hour waiting to that jerk my father picked from the sons of his friends.

Yes, he wanted me to marry worrying no one would like me if I already turned 36. Ohh my gosh my head aches everytime I remember I'm 35, Ohh hell who'd know I look really god damn young. Everytime I'd enter the entrance of the bar every neck turns, ladies eye automaticall roll. Haha, that feeling is more than the climax, Hmmm no maybe 1/4 of the climax.

I just don't know why I can't find the guy whom I can be with.

It's already 8:00 the deal, but I came here earlier to see the guy and if he looks good enough let's give it a try.