Thara POV.
Seeing that intense gaze, leaving no room of denial.
I really have to bring myself in a deep sh*t am I!
"Our Nocturnus have keep an eye on the Sirens for a long time so its a matter of fact we know that they are looking for the Revive ruins"
I said looking straight to his eyes.
Thats half the truth.
"How are you able to read the ruin? "
Ah damn.
My mate is a little bit too smart, asking the exact point while me here trying to divert his attention so hard.
I smile dryly.
"Can I not say? "
"No"
My mate give me the final ultimum.
Wait... Wait.....
Why do I have to report everything to him, I do what I like and don't do what I don't like, say what I want and say what I don't want.
"Your not the boss of me"
Ok, I accidentally spill out my thought.
I meekly look at my mate, afraid that he will have a sudden outburst again.
His supreme aura emitting slightly.
He intensely look at me not saying a word a moment later he stretch his hand and pick me up ,sitting down, putting me on his lap.
I was too afraid to resist, afraid of his sudden outburst. God knows how much terrible his snap moment was.
He put his head on the crook of my neck and inhale deeply.
"You have too many secret and hide yourself too deep. Did you also think of leaving me, even if you try I won't let you, you only belong to me ,you cannot leave me, wherever you are I will find you"
Thats his concern.
We stray further and further away from out main topic about me able to read the ruin ok!! .
I keep quiet because leaving him is exactly what I tried to do and I hate lying.
Since I hate lying I can't say I never try to leave him. On the other hand how to leave him is what I was constantly thinking.
"You thought of leaving me aren't you?"
And he finally asked.
"I am"
I admit truthfully.
"Why? Can you not give us a chance."
He asked ,I could feel the desperation in his voice.
A moment of truth I presume, I can't take any longer either so I decided to tell him my true feeling.
"I don't believe in mate bond, what if the mate bond didn't exist? Will you still love me like you do now? Right now you only love me because of the mate bond. If this bond didn't exist will you still love me? "
I asked looking straight at his eyes, firmly! this time.
Stephen look at me with an unfathomable emotion in his eyes.
Stephen... This must be the first I spell his name though its only through my mind.
"I love you not because of the mate bond but because you are the other half of me, I love you because you are personally make for me and me alone. You also know too well that even human have their other half, it was just that their detection of their mate is a little bit low while werewolf have the highest, you know even you can't deny that fact"
Stephen said and Thats the truth.
I know everyone have their other half every soul have their soulmate. Even for human who have the lowest mate detection, if they marry someone who is not their soulmate they were never happy but if by chance they did than the happy couple till old age you see are them.
I know that!
But I deny it, live in my own delusional self that soul mate doesn't exist. Maybe by the deep shadow leave by my parent.
"But I'm afraid, what if we don't have a happy ending"
I don't know maybe I was in 'the moment' that I spill my inner thought.
Stephen cuped my face with his big warm hand.
"We don't know that, thats the reason why love is a risk, but what I know is that even if us being together will lead us in danger I still won't let you go, I'm selfish. I will make you stay by my side no matter what, give us a chance Thara, for I already pledge my happiness, body, heart and soul to you"
Stephen said his eyes showing varied of emotion but the most clear is the love in his eyes.
Meeting with such an overwhelming Emotion I suddenly thought of giving it a chance but Its easier said than done.
I'm scared! So I keep quiet.
Receiving no response from me Stephen sigh.
He bent his head and kiss me gently.
"You can disagree"
He said after the kiss.
It shock me quite great with his word but his next word stump me even more.
"But I won't let you go."
"You already own my heart, I only have one heart and you already own it, once I give someone something I never take it back and since you have my heart I cannot take back anymore, I belong to you Thara Wentz and you Belong to me regardless of your choice"
With that said Stephen smack his lips on me again, this time its hard.
He pried my mouth open with his tongue and I was still to stump silly with his overbearing confession that I don't resist.
He intertwined his tongue with mine and suck on it biting my lips and exploring every nook and corner of my mouth.
After the intense kiss a string of saliva graze between our lips when he part a little.
Our forehead touching while we breathe deeply.
I suddenly felt a deep imprint in my very own soul, like a deep mark on my neck. But it was like my soul have been waiting for that mark for a long long time. And finally having it, it feel at ease.
"I feel something on my soul"
I just spill out the weird thing I feel.
"Thats the God Mark"
Stephen said looking at me seriously maybe whether waiting for me how I will react.
And my mind actually cracked!!
The God Mark!
The God Freaking Mark!
I suddenly look at Stephen as realisation dawn on me.
"You,.. You are a God race? "
Did my speculation got wrong, He... He is from the God race.
"That's not important, What important is A god can only mark one person in their lifetime even if they reincarnate they can't mark anyone else other than the Person they mark. You know that right since you seem to know the existence of God Race"
The f*ck.
Even if I rebel there is nothing I can do now, his mark will never leave me it the divine soul Mark only a God can achieve.
I have no more saying, even if in this place or whichever place I am he can find me with his divine sense.
How much I wish I never know his true origin is,this must be the reasin why I was scared of knowing what he trully is.
But there is one that still confused me.
"But your a werewolf.. "
"Its just my incarnation form, Selene help me in this so that I can find you as werewolf bond are much stronger with their mate, I will change back in a month after I find my mate"
Stephen explain.
So thats the reason why.
"The moon goddess?"
I probe.
"Yes, You will not leave me right? "
I groan annoyedly.
"Do I have a choice!!"
"You don't"
Stephen said just admitting my word while smiling a little.
"You seem to know all the races"
Like he said I know. And there is something that I very badly want to know from a long long time ago.
And this seem to be an opportunity, this is the only curiosity that eat up me for a long time.
I admit ..I admit, of all the things this is what I love gossiping about the most
"I did....
There are many races that human don't know of.
The elves, Sirens, Demons, dragon, Vampire, werewolf, dwarf, the undead and The God Races.
The elves are cold and detached. They coexist with everything in this world that have life. They like peace and nature and show no interest about everything outside.
The dwarves are impulsives, they show clear distinction on what they like and dislikes. They treat what they love with obsession and never cover up their disgust.
The sirens or the merfolks are vain. They live in the endless seabed and dance with the ocean and love the people praises for them.
The dragons are greedy, they pursue countless treasure to decorate their lairs but are mighty bold and strong.
They undead are wicked, they like everything dark
The demons are psychopath, what they want is what they want, they have no clear distinction on what is right and wrong as long as they got what they want.
Werewolf have a strong attribute of absolute loyalty, even in its pack or in his Mate but are vicious to outsiders.
Vampires are tricky, a great manipulator who can create a strong influence on other.
And the Gods.
The Gods are Arrogant.
They didn't even bother to looked at the the weak, they deem as a disgrace for them but challenge the strong, that was why they never bother with other races except the demons who are said to be a little worthy of their attention.
The God live for a millenium and are the strongest among all the races, all the races practically worship the Gods.
But the devil God can be said to be compatible with the Lord God.
But the God race deficiency is that they have the poorest fertility.
A newborn God is rare.
The humans have all the seven emotional states and six desires and thats the reason why they are the most complex being. Humans are the weakest among all the races.
But what I don't get is, Selene is the werewolf Goddess who come from the werewolf.
The devils is the demon God who come from the demons.
Corellon is the God of Elves who come from the Elves.
The dragon God is from the dragon.
Aulë is the dwarf God from the dwarf.
Ambrogio is the Goddess of the Vampire.
Atargatis is the Goddess of Merfolk from the sirens or merfolks race.
Nerull is the God of the undead from the undead race.
Than who is The God from the Human race? "
This question no doubt disturb me for a long long time.
Humans are looked down by many other races, while they despise the demons and next is the undead by the other races, the human are not despise but are looked down.
And a slight understanding for the undead is that, they are not the zombie you see on the movie. Their bodies are not alive nor are they dead.
The undead look like a human being but have grey skin colour and their power is the dark aura.
The greater their dark power greater will their skill be, they are despise because of their ability to resurrect a bone of any races and make them a resurrected and the ressurector can control their ressurected much like a puppet on a string. Its their innate ability.
And that innate ability is what the other race despise, as the undead are deem to have no respect for the dead. Especially for other races who severe their member of who died.
All other races have their principle they follow, while human beings are the most fickle ,fighting among their very own races ,scheming with each other non-stop.
Lost in thought Stephen voice brought me out.
"The Lord God"
Stephen said, huh? The Lord God!!!
"But he is the God of the God race?"
"And he is from the human race"
He explain further.
From the Human race.
I thought even if there is A God from the human race, he would be at the bottom among the God Race and to think that it is THE LORD GOD.
I admit I'm shocked.
But a pride emotion swell up inside me.
Come to think of it, It do feel like it.
While the other race have their own inborn innate talent and attribute like Elves who have a great skills of concocting potion and their innate archery skills and the dwarf their Armament skills.
Human have none and they are also the race who have the most complex emotion, having all the Seven emotional state and six desires.
But human have an attribute that other races lack of, that is their capability to learn and improve themselves.
They learn swordmanship, archery, phamacist etc although they are not as good as the other race their capability of learning and improvement have no limit for human and even the Witch and Wizard are from the Human race which allowed them to lengthen their life upto the age of 500 if their rank in this profession is high, some can even maintain their youth.
Werewolf lived for around 3000 years while vampire lived for more than 10000 years but they spent 500 to 1000 years everytime they go to hibernation.
Elves live slightly shorter than Vampire.
Dwarves are not known as they are too mysterious, they live in a place where time are different from the time in the normal world.
Even Sirens are not clearly known as their place are hard to approach. Which is the underwater.
God live for a millenium of millinium.
One of my ability is that I am a witch ,one of the last generation of the Warlock and magician profession that still exist.
Times pass and the other races seclude from the human while the humans were ignorant from their existence more and more.
Creating a folktale and fairytale from the remnants they discover but never got a proof of their existence.
So all this witch and wizard profession decline as well with the passage of time.
"Then where is the Lord God?"
I asked Stephen, must ask him while I have this rare gossipy chance, haha~ where the f*ck will I gossip?.
I heard that The Lord God dissapear so I want to know,the Gods although are famous they are miracally the most mysterious.
"We don't know where he go?"
Stephen anwered admittedly, how boring, imagine me interrogating him, how cool will that be.
I boast about how cool interrogating him will be and completely forgetting my nervous breakdown just earlier when he interrogate me about how I know how to read the revive ruin.
"Than last question, Which God are you?"
I asked yet another question, maybe because of the fact that I have his soul mark or the fact that God can love once only in their millinium lifetime that my boundary seem to collapse little by little around him.
Stephen looked at me deeply straight to my eyes.
"Asura"
Asura!
Thats.. Thats The God of War.
Of all the people I'm mate with, it just have again to be the one I don't want as a lover the most, the God of war, no wonder He don't give me any leeway to escape from him.
If it has to be the God, why can't it at least be the God of light, I swear if my mate hear my thought He might just want to kill the God of Light and lock me up far away.
"There is no escape from me,you belong to me"
He said, posessiveness thick in his tone.
He bend hid head and kiss me deeply, I'm afraid of the outcome I will get if I resist him, so I let him kiss me be but I never respond back.
Warning 🔇: A little bit mature you can skip if you want, I put another reminder at the end🔇.
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He kiss ,bite and suck my tongue , making me swallow his saliva.
He trail down my neck sucking on everyway trying to make sure he leave his mark.
I could feel his hand tucking inside my clothes and trailing his callous hand probably due to all the fighting ,up and down.
Next he take out and put his hand on my back head so that he can deepen the kiss.
This time I feel his right hand tugging in my clothes moving slowly upward towards my breast, I was too engrossed even with just his overwhelming kiss that I didn't notice and gasp only when I feel a big hand grabbing my breast.
And that is when I start to struggle but my struggle is futile, he put me in a deadlock.
He knead my breast which sent a shiver all over my spine.
This cannot go on!!
A warning bell ringing loudly on my brain.
But he is too good at it, the energy in me started to leave, he fondled on my other breast.
Is he really From the God race, don't tell me he is God of s*x ,but that kind of God didn't exist.
His kiss and sucking become more fierce!
He seem to be desperate and irritate by something when he suddenly tear off my shirt.
And followed by my bra.
This completely woke me up from the heat and desire I was starting to feel.
Stephen looked at my exposed white and lumpous bouncy breast intently ,lust! Written all over his face.
I quickly used my hand to cover it and try to speak out to put a stop to this about-to-get-out-of-hand-act.
Stephen grab both my hand with his one hand swiftly and raise them above my head.
"No, Stephen we have to.... Ahh"
Before I finished my speech I gasp loudly as Stephen put his mouth on my mound and suck on it.
I could feel his expert tongue twirling my mound.
"No... Ahh.... Sto.. Stopp.. "
I am not able to even spell out a word properly without moaning.
But that just seem to make an adverse effect, since, I sit on his lap I could clearly feel the dent forming bigger under my butt.
He is forsaken sake a God race much less The Asura second only to the Lord God, his strength even in werewolf form he is far more stronger than me, no wonder I can't contend.
He was too engrossed in what he is doing ,he quickly shift to my other breast, sucking and twirling his tongue.
I feel a heat buiding up on me and my private area started to feel some weird sensation.
I don't like where we are getting!!
"please stop"
I said pleased that I manage to say properly but my voice are shaky as emotion choke me up, I might burst into tears if this goes on.
Hearing my shaky voice seem to have an effect on Stephen as he finally let go of my breast and look me up.
He sigh...
I thought he was going to stop but he suddenly suck both my breast once and started trailing up until his lips gaze mine.
End of warning
"I will relent this time Thara until full moon,though this body is just my incarnation form I still need to make love with you regardless of your choice, the werewolf mating bond have to be fulfilled, you have to prepare for that. Werewolf mating bond is only three days of passion but you have to remember I am God and the God are much more longer than just a mere werewolf."
Stephen said and that was like a bomb being drop on me, as like every race is different their mating rate is different.
This also clearly varies on their respective race strength , The Lord God is the strongest and the devil is slightly on par with him.
Next is the Gods.
And next is the dragon followed by the demon race..
The werewolf, vampire and elves are on par but that also depend upon the individual strength.
Next the dwarf.
And the undead but if their ressurected bone is a strong individual when it used to be alive, than that undead strength increased by his resurrected.
Though the undead have a weak stamina their healing prowess are much more greater than even the vampire and dragon.
Last are the human, but the strength of the witch and wizard can make a complete contrast again, as the higher their warlock skills greater would they can summon a stronger phantom from another dimension.
(A/n:You will know more in the coming chapter)
I keep quite again as I have no answer for such a thing.
Stephen just hugged me tight.
After which he told me to dress while he went towards the bathroom to take a cold shower.