The surrounding changes.
I shut my eyes and embrace myself for the torturous pain that would surely come. At least that is what I had thought because it has happened so many times previously, without fail.
Without a single fail!
"Please. Oh God, please! Just let me die already. I can't take this anymore. I just can't! Please!"
I scream, tearfully.
My body and mind tremble at the dark thought. To think that death would be a mercy in contrast to what I have to go through. What I must go through and continue to go through!
It is literal hell! And a devil in human skin is there to make sure of it! He is the devil! He has to be. I am not any threat to him, yet he continues to torture me.
Why!? Why!?
Please just kill me. Just kill me. I just want to die. To enter the darkness peacefully, never have to wake up to the dreadful light again.
Please. Please, God. I beg of you.
Let me die.
Let me just die.