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Chapter 6 - October 19, 2009

Dear diary,

Wake up, early mornings, late nights

Hopping on a different flight, what's the meaning of life, ey?

Wake up, same-ish different day

Make a wish, call it pray, am I sick, am I okay, ey?

Stay up, late nights, still in pain

And my mind, it decays, as I try to make a change

See the sun, see it set, feel some pain, feel regret

All the same, what is next, I'm to blame for my head, uh

Life, it changes in many different ways, yeah

You turn the page and you see a new day, yeah

Be the same or you go and make a name, yeah

Listen to hate or help someone's who's in pain, yeah

We all want love and we all wanna be great, yeah

It's not enough, so we keep running the race, yeah

This life is tough, if you let it be that way, yeah

Sit back and love your own journey everyday, yeah

I got a lot of deep thoughts in my bed

Got me feeling like a weak spot in my head

And I ask myself to please stop, take a breath

Need to get all of these deep thoughts out my head, yeah

I just wanna be known, I just wanna be home

Feel like I'm all alone and I need to do it on my own

I just wanna be known, I just wanna be home

Feel like I'm all alone and I need to do it on my own, yeah

I live for music, yeah, I love to do it, yeah

It's therapeutic and I need it to get through it, yeah

I keep on moving, yeah, I keep on doing, yeah

I keep improving, so people can feel it to and

Go on and fix their lives, one decision at a time

One vision, one mind, we're winning this grind

Okay, okay, let's make each other proud

Turn the future into now

Turn this world upside down, uh, yeah

I don't wanna feel the pain no more

I just wanna make a change, restore

Humanity, the sanity is leaving for the vanity

I plan to be close with my family

Substantially avoiding all calamity, financially

Stable, it's a fantasy, it's blasphemy

I holler out loud 'cause I'm crying out in agony, uh

I just wanna help people, yeah, 'cause we all just equal, uh

And we all just fearful, uh, of those who deceitful, yeah

But if we all just work hard, yeah, and we let down our guards, yeah

We can open up our hearts and figure out how the healing starts, uh

I got a lot of deep thoughts in my bed

Got me feeling like a weak spot in my head

And I ask myself to please stop, take a breath

Need to get all of these deep thoughts out my head, yeah

I just wanna be known, I just wanna be home

Feel like I'm all alone and I need to do it on my own

I just wanna be known, I just wanna be home

Feel like I'm all alone and I need to do it on my own, yeah