March 12, 20XX
I lay on my bed and try to fall asleep.
"𝓣𝓼𝓴 𝓽𝓼𝓴. 𝓧𝓲𝓾 𝓨𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓪𝓼𝓷'𝓽 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓸𝓭𝓪𝔂." Leave me alone. "𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽. 𝓘'𝓶 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻." I grab my backpack and grab my bottle of pills. "𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓻𝓪𝓷 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓹𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓼." Dammit. I thought I could manage how many pills I could take. I couldn't. I have to though. For Xiu Ying's sake. I'll tell her how I feel. I have to manage these pills and get rid of this thing and then we'll be together. "𝓞𝓱 𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮. 𝓢𝓱𝓮'𝓵𝓵 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾." "Shut up!" Then I get a message. It's from an unknown number. "Ummm hi shanxi..."
I take a few minutes before responding.
"Do I know you?"
"I'm not sure if you know me but I'm Xiu Ying from math;;"
It's Xiu Ying? How'd she get my number?? What should I say?? "𝓟𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬."
"How'd you get my number?"
She's not replying...did I mess up? Fuck. I could've just messed up my chance to talk to her.
"Uhh one of your friends told me that you were worried about me^^ so they gave me your number so I could talk to you"
Friends? "𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓼."
"Ah. Okay."
"So uhh can you give me the notes for the lessons I missed?"
"Ah sure."
I'll use this as an excuse to get closer to her.