As I am standing here looking at the love of my life on both knees reach out for my hands. I literally
Stand there speechless and confused.... I know I have waited all my life for this moment for a man to love me and all that comes with me, yet I am lost. I am not sure that I can say yes !!!! I am unsure that I can love him the way he needs to be loved because I am damaged goods. What man would want to love a woman like me ? Why do you want to love me? Everything that I had been through flashed before my eyes and I feel like my heart has stopped beating. The world has paused and so have I.... My subconscious is telling me to take his hand and trust that he will love you ! This man adores you and will never leave you .. What do I do? My other conscious is telling me that he don't love you , he deserves someone else you are damaged goods and true love doesn't exist.
My knight and shining armor stands up off his knees and asked me with a sincere voice " Honey what's wrong ?" I told him how can you love somebody like me???? "He then responded someone like you deserve someone like me" This time will be different baby I am made for you and as long as I have you in my life we can work on whatever you need. I looked in his eyes and seen the sincerity that he truly fell in love with me. My queen I will get on my knees again in front of that world and ask you again WILL YOU MARRY ME??? Looking at his hand again with a Simon G diamond ring! I said yes I will marry you. That was the hardest moment in my life because I felt that he deserve someone better than me. Yet he told me no sweetie there is not any woman in this world I would rather spend a life-time with than you. He choose me over everything and he didn't care that I was heart from past relationships because he adored me . The decisions that we make in life affects your mental and emotional state. But yes true love exist in every way you just have to create it.