I guess you could say Diana and I are very close, we grew up together in the same village, and everything. Let's be honest, we went through a lot of battle. We suffered a lot of pain over the course of our lives, it's be honest, I would not trade any of it, because I have a perfect life now. I can remember when I proposed to her and the big smile on her face. There was nothing that I wouldn't give to continue that smile and make her happy forevermore. Her smile means everything to me.
I don't exactly have a lot of thoughts, but I do have a few. We have a diversity of personality, not necessarily power. Our powers directly mirror each other and that often is a pain. But it comes in handy when you know each other's powers, especially if they're the same, but that does lead to some magical discharges.
A lot of magical chaos happens when we cast the same spell. It's almost like Willow, and I can tell you that. At least it isn't wild magic surge, and that is a pain. I can't tell you why that is a pain, but you would have to play d and d in order to find that out. You want to know what d n d is? It is dungeons and dragons. That's what it stands for. I'm very happy about that.
To be honest, the world we grew up in is equivalent to dungeons and dragons. But we only stayed there for 9 years. We left because an army forced us out. Now I can go on and on about all sorts of things and injustice that we experienced, but I have not the time. Trust me, I do not have the time to tell you everything. I can give you a little bit of a story, though, and that is something I will definitely do.
Once upon a time, there were 2 little kids, never sleeping peacefully in their beds until one night, an army came marching up on their village. After successfully fending off all the army and all the foot soldiers, 2 children went looking for the thing that the army was looking for, but that started off an even bigger quest. The children soon became heroes and they were worshiped as such, although they weren't comfortable with it.
Although they were bashful kids, they did not act all that shy. They saved the world, and a lot of people still thank them to this day. The end. Now, a quick little story every now and then is something we need isn't it? I could tell you why that is, but you can figure that out for yourself. I must leave now and help Diana with some duties. For she needs a whole lot of help now a days
My life has been very well done this far. At least I'm not a burger. Otherwise, I'd be dead by now, and that is something I do not want to happen anytime soon. My sons and daughters are very happy for me. I would like it if life could let me live in peace now, because I need the peace so much. I pray for peace and I will continue to do so even when I die and I hope Diana does the same.
I may not have as many words to speak, but I do have a lot of thoughts, probably the same amount as well. I have not time to say all of them though. Otherwise, this would be a much longer diary entry and we do not want right? I must speak with my wife now. Diana is very restless and needs someone to listen to her as she airs out her problems and that is something I do everyday. For I am her husband and I am very glad that I have that position.
To all the readers, I must confess that I do not have many words to say or have anything else to imagine up. I do have something that you might like to hear, and that is good luck in life. Do not get down and depressed about anything, I do have to sometimes stop Diana from doing self harm. Old age does wear us down.
I always try to let her know how much your family loves her. Everyone in the Guild loves her very much and she is someone very much bad food and no one wants her gone. Because of this, she finds a reason to live on, and I am glad that she has not died yet. I would not want to live without her. Diana is the love of my life and I will continue to love her even when the world ends. And far beyond that. For I am very in love with her.
To those who suffer from depression, there may be people who still care about you. Look around you and find those who have stuck by your side no matter what and tell them how much they mean to you. To know who has stuck by your side so long, look at all the little things that many people have done. All the small "hey, how are you doing" and "are you ok?" Just remember sometimes love isn't always gentle, for yes, it is very rough and I know that a lot.
Oh yeah, if you feel like a screw up, I remember this one verse. Go look up first John 1:9. It's Diana's family verse. Diana often feels like a screw up, and that verse helps her out. I'm not gonna put the full verse in here. But I do encourage you to look it up just in case. I hope you have gained some more wisdom after reading what I have to say.This is Naofumi signing off.
Author's note. I do have a little bit of a problem. Maybe it's not big, maybe it's not small, I just have an anxiety issue. I just remember learning about it through fightsfights. I often get into fights with my family and just want to leave the room because it was too much pressure, but I just tend to shut down. That's why I try to draw.
I have to find a way to learn to cope with my anxiety but drawing and oddly enough, my boyfriend helps with that. My boyfriend is uber supportive and I love that. He is super funny and he loves to draw and I love that about him. To be honest, I don't suffer from depression, but I know family, who does, and they don't often seek help, but if you do suffer from depression, any of you, do actually seek help.
I'm usually very stubborn when it comes to issues because I don't like them to come to light, but with my anxiety, they have come to light and I am trying to get something done about it. I have a lot of caring people around me, and many people with depression should surround themselves with people who care about them.
Just remember to build a strong support system so that you can actually do something about it. That's something that helps me with my anxiety, and I have seen it work for the person I know who has depression. Now we have a lot of issues in our family. I can tell you that, but I know that a lot of the anxiety that I have comes from the depression factors in both of my parents, and I am glad that I'm trying to do something about it now.
One final thing. I think one thing that has definitely helped with my anxiety is God. Yes, I am a Christian. Don't complain about it. Have I really said anything about God much in my story, except for angels and Diana's thing for praise? Nah, not really. This story was just something that I wanted to write, and I may be working on an actual book sometime soon. It just depends if I'll ever get back to it.
If you do suffer from depression, one more thing, try picking up a craft. I know that actually helped my mom and strangely enough, my dad. They both do something that is rather creative. My mom quilts and my dad paints miniatures. Just remember you're not alone. There are many people who love you and care about you, remember that. This is the author signing off.