This is making me feel conflicted about whether it is fine to involve everyone in my problems but they are my friends and they would be very angry at me if I suddenly ghosted them, and disappeared without talking to them.
They are my allies, and they are my closest friends. But there is still the fear of being rejected. The feeling will feel more like a betrayal for me and I hated to feel that again after being betrayed back in the past timeline. But it's not really a betrayal if they decided that it's not worth joining my endeavors and besides, it's pretty risky stuff I am about to do. Not only this gives a possibility of being a wanted man, but there is also a chance that their normal lives will be ruined as a result so it's also understandable that they would refuse.
