In the 11th month of the year 2018 was a good day to express how motivated I am to do simple things yet progressive to continue life. But went out to be unexpected sensation of dramatic era of the year for me.

Hello, I am Ace 20 years old working in the education department of University of Arts and Trade school Visayas region in the Republic of the Philippines. In november 19, 2018 I begin my day with a refreshing and productive day when suddenly may phone updates me for some notifications.

at around 5:00 Pm after my shift I check my message request on Messenger and I receive a message request from a guy name Joshua. A applicant for freshmen student in our department taking Bachelor of Primary education. He keep on sending messages and also asking and sharing his life story, suddenly after a week he just update me minute by minute about his day activities without any explanations.

December, a season break for all workers in the institution, all are finishing their duty works for the year. Joshua keeps on messaging and updating his everyday works and asking favor for his school activities. One time he message me that he will be visiting the institution before the Christmas break and informed me that he will be bring food.

It was new for me because no one have ever bring me food, I feel I was very special that day because a person just puts an effort for me without any in return. Yet that was just the beginning after the Christmas break all staff have already return to work in the institution. One day I was not expecting that this will be happening to me. A person that I believe who understand me. is the person would break me into pieces.

My friend Lorraine. Lorraine is one of my older sister in the institution and also has a communication with joshua. lorraine and joshua belongs to the same department but different in year level, lorraine is already on her 4th grade level and will be graduating in the same year. Lorraine message me and ask if I know joshua.

after that message I ask lorraine how did she know that I know joshua. asking her if we could have a coffee time so that I can share the whole story about joshua. One day, I dont have any idea about that joshua hide his personal myday and hide his post in facebook. and few days have passed lorraine ask me if I have seen joshua's post. But i have no idea about the posts in social media.

Then suddenly lorraine send me a screen shot of the post and joshua with his part time boyfriend. I keep on asking myself what is the reason behind why did he even hide everything for me in his social media. I dont mind about his life decision. and that day everything have change I haven't heard any messages to joshua.