☆Warning☆ this chapter has some story line that may trigger some people.
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As we talked I was happy learning more about him till he told me about him having sex. It made me sick thinking someone raped my love. If I could find both those men I would kill them.
"I know that is not what you really wanted to know but I did say we had to be honest. Does that change how you think of me?" he asked.
I pulled him up to sit on my lap and I held him tight. "I'm sorry you went through that. If I could I would kill that guy for you. No one should ever force another to have sex. It is wrong and you were so brave to protect you sister like that."
He pushed me way and look at my face. He wiped the tear that rolled down my cheek then he kissed me. A deep kiss. His tongue forced through my lips and a wave of electrical energy shot through me. He tasted of a sweetness I could never describe.
He then pulled away. He looked at me and got up.
"I'm going to have a bath and get ready for bed. Lets finish our talk another day."
I just sat there I was hard now. I know he felt it sitting on me. Being patient was killing me but now I know why I must be.
I head to my room to take care of my problem. Once again I fantasize about Lae to find my release.
When I get done. I go back out and sit at the desk. I pull my book out of the drawer and open it.
6/17/20××
Today I took off to take Daisy shopping. She needs cloths that fit and she has been working hard. While in the general store she was eyeing two dolls. I found out after I bought them and surprised her she has never had a doll. She is 12. My sister had dozen of dolls. This makes me real sad. I also wanted to get her a kitten. The stable man had some to give away but Jillian ruined that by taking the kitten Daisy wanted. Then she lied about it. I ended up getting her a pug puppy from the blacksmith.
Jillian has been lying a lot lately. She made Lae upset and lied. She lied about knowing anything about them. She talked to the driver they rode with. She lied about the kitten. I need to figure out what is going on with her.
Lae decided we needed to talk. He asked me question and I was honest with all my answers. How ever I found out he really had a bad childhood. He was forced to steal to feed him and his sister. Then forced to steal to keep them both safe. He was even raped at the age of 14. I see now why I must be patient with him.
I am breaking through, he kissed me and it was wonderful. I just hope we keep moving forward.
Tenninax
As I close my book Lae comes out.
"Can you put the ointment the healer left on and wrap my foot?" he asked.
"Sure sit." I fix his ankle up then ask, "Would you like me to cut your hair now?"
"If you have time."
"How do you want it?" I say pulling out a comb and scissor.
"Just a trim. I like it long."
I run my fingers and comb through his hair. It is soft. I cut about a half inch off. I then take one section and braid it. He looks so handsome with that one small braid on the side.
"Done." I say handing him a looking glass.
He takes a look and touches the braid. "Thank you. Ax... never mind."
"No what, you said be honest?"
"Can I sleep in your room tonight?" He said.
"Sure, I would like that. Let me bathe and I'll be right in. Go ahead if you like."
I rush through my bath and shave. I know nothing will happen tonight but I want to look my best. When I walk into my room I see him holding the sextant looking out at the stars.
I walk over and wrap my arms around him. "You figuring it out?"
"I not sure what the measurements mean but I can line the north star and the moon up with the horizon like you said."
"Well this here, times this here, time the speed you want to go will tell you how long it will take to reach that point."
He leaned back into me, "So you need mathematics to use it. That is something I can't do."
"I could teach you."
"Maybe later right now I need to figure out us and how to save you and what from." he said.
"When ever you want to learn just ask. Lets lay down."
We walk over and get into bed. He lays on one side away from me. I want him closer but I remind myself to be patient.
I soon fall asleep but am woke when I feel someone snuggling up next to me. I pull him close and hold him. This feels so right. I soon fall back to sleep with him in my arms.
I wake the next morning to Daisy, 'You both need to get up breakfast is ready'
I blink a few time then see the sleeping beauty in my arms.
"Lae time to wake up. Daisy has breakfast ready."
He stretched and then noticed where he was and sit up. "Sorry, I did not mean to crowd you."
"Don't say Sorry. I loved sleeping with you in my arms. I think it was the best nights rest I ever had."
I watch as he turns bright red. "I think I did too."
We get up and he leaves to go get dressed and I dress myself. Today I really need to finish visiting the other prisoners.
When I come out, Daisy gives me a thumbs up and I just smile at her. Jake is eating a bowl of oatmeal. On the table are eggs, bacon, fruit, and toast.
When Lae comes out he is dressed and has his shoes on. "I think I'm good enough to start work today."
"If you think so then ok. Let's eat."