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"What do you really know about them? Is it safe to have them here with you?" She asked.
I laugh, "Remember my power, I am always safe. Jillian I think I found my true love. Lillian said I would coming here. But I need to be patient."
"Ax she is just a child, how can you have such thoughts?"
"She is not my true love." I say.
Her eyes go wide. "You mean that little boy is?"
"He is 19 and a man. And yes, I believe he might be." I say.
"But your both are men." She says.
"Did you forget my two dad's. I never imagined that I would fall for a man but I feel the pull of fates string."
"You are wrong. I believe you were meant to be with a woman. A strong woman who can stand by your side."
"Did the Oracle tell you that? Because she told me a different. Jillian, you have been my best friend and I don't want to argue with you over this." I tell her. I can see she is upset over this.
"I just think you are making a mistake." She said.
"I'll talk to Lillian again when I go back. I suggest you do the same." I say.
We left the room and Jillian shook her head and left. Soon a maid came in. Daisy helped her place the dishes on a cart and took her to the kitchen. She showed Daisy the places she would need to go.
Lae help me unpack my things. We worked mostly in silence with the only conversation was when he need to know were something went.
Afterward the two went to bed and I sat at the desk to write. I continue where I left off this morning.
6/15/20×× part two:
I traveled and made it to Grey Castle. Along the way I found two people that I believe are the one Lillian was talking about.
Daisy is 12 years old and very beautiful. She is a mute with the power of telepathy. The other is Laevigatae which means a single white flowered rose. He prefers to be called Lae. My heart speeds up when I am near him. Is he my fated true love?
I met with the two of the heads when I got here.
Charles the head of the guards will be a help. He explained the shifts and rotations. The gaurds work three 12 hour shifts and four off. There are 5 female gaurds and 12 male guards. They are encouraged to use the training room when they are off.
He also explained the general store that is outside. That will help. There is a small town not far away too. Millton, it is only an hour away. Maybe I can find a dress maker that can get Daisy some more cloths that will fit.
My next meeting was with Herbert the retiring commander. He walked me through the paper work, The record books, and then went over what prisoners we had right now.
We have 16 men and 3 women. He suggested I see which one's my powers would work on. I think that is a good idea. Lae will start working as my assistant and I'll get him to help me with all this.
It will also give us a chance to get to know each other. Lillian said I need patience but that is hard for me. I have never been a patient person. Only time will tell if I can do it but I sure want to try.
Lae makes my heart race. I want to pull him in and hug him. I see now why my dads were always embracing each other.
He was curious about my sextant and as I show him what it is for I got a whiff of his scent in his hair.
He has long beautiful hair I want to run my fingers through... I need to close now.
Tenninax ~
Writing about Lae I am now hard and need a release. I head to the bath to get cleaned up. As I lay in the tub full of hot water I close my eyes and pretend Lae is there with me. It's his hands wrapped around me. It takes little time for my fantasy to help me find my release.
I need to be careful around him that is for sure.
I walk out in my night clothes to find Lae standing at the door.
"Is everything all right?" I ask.
He shakes his head yes, "Just needed to use the toilet."
"It's all yours." I smile at him.
He goes in and as I reach the door of my room I hear him yell out.
My heart races at the sound and I run to the toilet room. There on the floor Lae had fallen. I scooped him up and carried him back to his room.
His ankle was red and it was swelling. "What happened?" I asked.
"I did not see the water on the floor and slipped." He said his face turning red. I so wanted to kiss those lips right now.
I left the room and called for a healer. I stayed with him till he was fixed up. It was a mild sprain and would be better in a few days.
"Want me to stay with you tonight incase you need to get up?" I asked.
"I still need to use the toilet. Can you help?"
I scoop him up and carry him back to the toilet and help him steady himself as he relieves himself.
I can't help but turn red at the sight of his manhood. My heart is ready to explode.
I help him back to bed. "Thanks for your help. I think I'm all right till morning. Good night. " he said.
I smile at him and slowly leave him alone and go back to my room thinking of him.
I have a hard time falling a sleep. My mind keeps going back at how nice it felt to hold him in my arms. It felt right not sexual like before. To just hold someone felt good.
Sometime durning the night I did fall asleep and woke the next morning to 'Mr. Ax time to get up. Breakfast is here.'
It was sweet Daisy in my mind bring me out of what ever I was dreaming.