"Let's go to the carnival!" I exclaimed. My boyfriend just laughed at me. "If you're that excited then sure, let's go. How about I pick you up at 7:00?" He questioned. I nodded excitedly. "Yes!" I giggled at my attitude. It's the first time I have been super happy in about 5 months. This is also our second date ever. First since we officially started dating but two in total. It's the perfect date. Carnivals are amazing! My parents never could take me to them when I was younger but now, I'm 19 and I can do whatever I want! we parted ways and we both headed home to our lonely apartments. Only ever cleaned or truly lived in when we come over to each others places. It's funny how much love can change someone, mess someone up in the head or just completely save a lost soul like I was. You may be wondering, why does this girls life mean so much when it's like everyone else's? Well, your right, mine isn't as interesting as other people's but for some odd reason I feel that my life may actually have a purpose, and that's him. I want people to know that everyone can be as happy as me whether they find love or not. I'm just telling my life as it goes on as it is full of love, something powerful and unique. Dangerous but beautiful. The contrast is truly astonishing. I got ready for my date and wore a regular white T-shirt, black ripped jeans and a soft, white cardigan with some black slip-ons. A basic but cute outfit. Nothing too fancy. It is a carnival after all.