My name is Mae. I'm turning 16 this year. Yep, I'm a teenager. I guess being a teenager is where you find yourself , right? You know the most frustrating thing is that I feel trapped rather than finding and open ing myself. Maybe it's part of the process? I don't know about other teens but I do feel that way.

Maybe from what I just said makes you think that I'm a shy & awkward teen.

Well, not really. I am very outgoing. I Love making friends. I usually present infront of class. I Love to perform and I usually Help out my friends with their problems and I also listen to them, give them advices, you know the norm.

Funny thing is that I give advices somehow I can't solve my own problems. Well I don't know if you find it funny but I just find myself as a hypocrite of some sort and it just seems funny to me cause' I hate hypocrites.

Wow, it took me a lot of words to Get to the main point.

So here's the jam to the bread. I think I'm depressed but I wasn't clinically tested. I don't really know. Maybe I just called it depression cause I was sad and I'm just making a bigger deal about it or maybe not. Well I want you guys to be with me all the way through to knowing if do I really have depression or not.