I feel dizzy right now. If I want to talk and I try to, what come out is either an elongated sentence, a very silent sentence, or a weirdly toned sentence.
I live watching action adventure fantasy animes, especially if there is a loli in there. If I see a cute loli, I would smile and my body becomes warmer and more comfortable. It's just so nice to see cute lolis playing with each other, makes me feel like a girl. I can't think clearly, I can't let my pillow go.
I love this pillow, I can't loose it.
An hour passes and I became drowsy. I felt like sleeping while hugging my pillow. I imagine my comfort rising.
So I turned the laptop off and lied down on the bed. My head supported by my other pillows. I took the blanket and covered my body with it.
"Comyfyyyy..." I said as I instantly drift off to my sleep.
I am sleeping right now, I don't feel anything weird. I'm feeling normal right now. No giggly feelings or heavy comfort. But I am hearing small twinkles around me. What is that? It's the only thing that is in my dream, everything else is blank.
But the twinkle is becoming louder by the second, and I am starting to see small sparks around me. This is the only dream that I've ever seen like this.
The sparkles around me became bigger and glowed lighter. The glow is very shiny.
The sparks are spinning around me slowly, I can notice that.
I start to feel... different. Something's changing inside me. I feel happier, even though I'm in a dream. I feel short, which is normal. I feel comfort, but this is a dream. I feel warmth, but it was not normal.
I feel no anger, no stress. I feel my reflexes sharpening. It was just a sudden change inside me. This is not normal, this is not okay.
But suddenly, I feel my breath getting shorter and shorter. I can't hold my breath, I can't speak. The breath also became silenced, no one, not even me, can hear it.
Then I became more unconscious than unconscious.
I can't feel anything anymore.
I finally wake up, apparently an hour had passed.
I am breathing so silently and so quickly. I am still in comfort, my body still warm.
I am happy, but I don't feel like I have friends. I feel lonely for some reason.
"Ahhh.." I yawned.
What's this? My voice is silent. It sounds cute, but it isn't my voice. I can't speak too much since I can't breath slowly.
"I.." I said
No, this is so high pitched. I already went through puberty so I should sound like a teen boy right?
Then I hear 2 knocks on the door.
"Bro! You there?!", it was my imouto's voice.
The door opens suddenly.
"Bro! I'm bor-" She suddenly stopped her sentence.
She looked at me, and stared. Then she covered her mouth, she seemed surprised, but by what?
"Whaa.."I said, trying to say the word "what". I can't even say "what"? What the heck?!
But wait, I feel something weird. My hair is heavy. I feel my whole back being covered with hair. It was going along my back 'till my waist. Why? Why did it became longer on the back?
Wait... I also feel them along the side of my face.
I sat down and looked down to my whole body. I'm wearing T-shirt with a love heart as a logo, and a skirt?! Why am I wearing a freaking skirt?! And I am short..
Am I a girl? I'm a cute loli? As I realized that, I felt embarrassment since i didn't wanna be a girl and show my girly side around people. My face went red.
Then I glanced back to look at Naki and I was met with her holding her hands out running at me.
*Gasp* , I tried to gasp.
I backed up to the corner of the bed and covered myself with my furry pillow.
"IMOUTO!!" Naki jumped at me.
I don't want her to see me as a girl, I don't want anyone to see me as a girl. But she landed right on me and she perfectly hugged me and my pillow.
"IMOUTO!! IMOUTO!! IMOUTO!!!" she cuddled me.
"ae..*silent breath*.....aee!!!" I struggled to say "Why"
I started to cry in my struggles, only embarrassing myself even more. Tears running down my face touched Naki's skin. This was the really embarrassing moment for me.
As she felt that she instantly jumped off of my bed and held down both my shoulders. She looked at me straight in the eyes.
"oh.. sorrysorrysorrysorryy....please don't cry. I won't hurt you.. " She tried to calm me down. And it somehow worked.
That somehow stopped my tears from dropping. I'm still sobbing though. I tried not to look at her, but I felt like I wanted to look at her. I hear this voice in my soul saying that I should look at her while she calms me down.
"see? I won't hurt my cute imouto."
Did she just say that? She just called me imouto, HER imouto. What the heck? Why?
"whaai..." I don't think she heard that. It was so silent.
"I know what you're saying cutie, I know you're confused... That's why you will always be my imouto! Unless you somehow hate that pillow."
Pillow? PILLOW?! Why would I hate my pillow? It's so comfortable.
But that was only my inner inner thoughts. My inner thought was
I can't say anything. I feel short. I feel girly. I feel warmth. This was the same feeling of the "cutely drunken" feelings.
"See? You're now actually cute, you're so adorable!!" She smiled at me.
Then I looked away, trying to not make eye contact with Naki.
I didn't know what happened, but Naki started saying things like "Jeez you're no fun" and "You suck!!" to me.
What's with the change of heart? How did she go from "See you're cute!" to "Well then you're just a piece of crap!" in a second.
I can feel her anger. It was like I know how angry she was, like I can feel her feelings by just being close to her.
"Hmph!! Fine gurl, look a me right in the eyes now. I wanna tell you a little something."
Right as she said that, my head suddenly turned and now I'm looking at the girl. I literally had no control, I can't even turn back, I tried. I felt force if I tried to turn back towards the wall.
"Oh.. So it worked! Well then lemme tell you a little something little loli."
The freak did she just called me? Did she just say loli?!
I was shocked by her suddenly calling me a little loli. And I was scared, I can only hear her voice, I can't hear anything. Not even the sound of the fan that was running beside her can be heard by me.
"waa.."
She held up her hand with the index finger pointing upwards. She moved her finger like she was saying "no" to me.
When she did that, I looked at it, staring at the point of her finger. It sounds like something called "hypnotism" and I was sure she was trying to do something with me. I can't even look away from my finger. As she kept moving the finger, she started talking.
"Let me tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was a creature. His name was Dori. He had magic powers that he could use to do anything. But one day, disaster struck and the Earth sealed him down in H-E-C-K.
Before we was fully sealed though, he sacrificed his own magic powers and blasted it around the world. His powers was soon discovered and collected by the witches in the dark ages. The witches had magic power that if combined, will soon eradicate the world and release Kiramekiu from Heck.
The witches had the mission to release Kiramekiu. Obviously, this was bad. The witches didn't last long though, the were discovered by the villagers and hanged for their lives.
The story doesn't end here though, the witches' magic was still their's. Before fully being damned into heck themselves, they used their magic to reincarnate themselves. The reincarnated witches had full memories of what happened to their pre-reincarnaion selves.
Even though the witches remembered their past selves, some were fully aware of their mistakes, some started being good people.
Although they still have their magic, they couldn't fully use them. The only thing they can do was give others powers, but only one person can they give their magic to.
Through the years, there were already 30 generations of witches and exactly 1254 people that have inherited magic. Exactly 645 pure witches and 300 of them were good ones. The rest are the ones that was given power by the witches.
In this year, 2019, there are exactly 12 good witches in this world that gives powers to others using their magic. Let me tell you a fact, 10 bad witches are roaming around this country right now, giving people the power of heck to eradicate all good witches.
One more fact, the witches cannot reincarnate anymore, they are sealed in purgatory near Kiramekiu.
I am one of them, I've reincarnated 12 times over the years, I'm one of the good ones."
If you are one of those witches, then that must mean you have magic.
I thought
"I know exactly what you thought of and yes I do have magic."
Wait.. how can you read my mind?
"Idiot, I gave you my magic. I can read anyone's mind of they inherit my magic. This caused many problems for you though.
You see, I gave magic to you through that pillow, so if you release that pillow, you will turn back to my bro. Apparently my magic was so not normal and corrupted that you changed form and personality."
That's possible?
"Yes, and you will be happy to hear that your name isn't Kyukyu when you're in this form. You're name is Shikyuri.
Also, the magic from the pillow is slowly creeping into your soul, you might find yourself becoming different when you touch my pillow."
What is this story? Are there any other witches here around our town?
"Yes, actually 4 good witches lives here, they are all the youngest in the family and female. Now I'll stop doing this time stop, this is a secret kay?"
Her finger stopped moving and she put her hands down. I can finally look away now, I was sick of her resonating voice inside my head.
"waa.."
"Be careful of what you think about, I might rip your soul and take back my magic or make you my living doll. Just don't let go of that pillow, it might help you somehow."
I gripped the pillow harder, and I can feel something inside me, something moving. I don't know, maybe this is magic? Just.. I'll figure it out someday.
"Now if you would excuse me imouto, I'll go back to my room. Don't go near my room you hear me? At least don't bring that pillow to my room."
"kaa.."
"You're so cute." she said as she finally went out of the room and exited my bedroom.
So my sister's a witch? That's one weird thing I could get into my head.