Aryan,
I know how much you loved me. I know you dreamt a beautiful life with me. But I am sorry that I never thought about loving you and not even imagined you as my life partner.
One the day when you first proposed to me I was perplexed. I thought as the days will go on you will understand me and stop discussing about love. But your love for me is increasing day by day and it has reached almost peaks.
Aryan my decision may hurt you a lot. I am sorry. Please forgive me. You can find a better person than me. I am not your perfect match of your Aryan.
Aryan, the way you loved me makes anyone accept your love. But I am not convinced. Have you ever thought about it? If I don't say it to you even today, you definitely will go mad about me. When I heard of the news that you have met with an accident, I felt upset. If I lost you I will be in guilt that I didn't say an important matter to you. You need to know it because you are my best friend and you loved me and understands me a lot. To whom can I say about myself other than you?
But I can't say this matter in front of you. So when I got news from Runa that you responded to the treatment and will be recovered soon, I wrote this letter describing that matter I want you to know. I don't know when you will read this, but please understand.
Aryan, I loved a person. I don't want to say about him now, sorry for that. When you met me after many years I thought of saying this to you, but Ina stopped me in doing it. I didn't understand first why she had stopped me but later on, I came to know that you had feelings for me. I and Ina thought that you will stop loving me after a few days but it didn't happen.
Your friends asked me before the day you met with the accident about my love for you. But I lied to them that I will propose my love to you on the following day. I prepared myself to say about this, but suddenly I heard the news that you met with an accident. I was depressed a lot because you are one of the most lovable people in my life as a friend and I don't want to miss you as my friend forever.
Anyhow, I am happy now as you get to know about this. Aryan this is the only reason I rejected your love. If not I might have loved you.
Aryan I am going abroad. I got a job there Please don't try to search for me. I can't face you anymore.
Aryan you loved me a lot. Please try to forget and forgive me. If you have true life for me please don't try to contact me again, because I don't want myself to be disturbed again because of you.
The one whom I loved a lot is my attitude of not to fall in love it's not a person Aryan. Love on my attitude exceeded you.
Wishing you a speedy recovery.
Good Bye..
Yours lovingly
Ayra