Cleaning my old stuff, i saw his perfume and a key ring he gifted me. The first thought that came in my mind was to throw it away. It suddenly made me realise how stupid I was to trust him and give him my all. I kind of miss his fragrance and his arms around me. When we used to sleep together and his fragrance gave me goosebumps. He gave me his perfume so that I could smell like him too. I just couldn't throw it away and wore it a little.
That smell, that amazing fragrance reminds me of all the good times I had with him and how deeply and madly i was in love with him.
Now, I can only smell him but it's just different. I can't believe he is not here because I couldn't imagine my life without him. And now I am wearing his perfume, trying to hate him as much as I can but i just couldn't! Couldn't throw it away. The love in me was never less and I feel it's funny how people move on this fast.
No doubt i got way too much attached and it taught me a lot in life. For whatever bad he did to me, I am thankful to him.
He made me a better person unknowingly. Unforgettable journey and a roller coaster ride which started on tinder!