|Innaya|
Have you ever experienced the feeling of extreme anguish? That feeling when you are very hungry, there's a plate of your favorite food in front of you. You are just about to dive in, and the plate is snatched away.
How would you feel?
Maybe, that feeling would be able to explain one-hundredth of what I was feeling. Did I hear him wrong?
Why?
Did he not want me in his life?
Why did he not want me in his life?
I could try to apologies and ask for forgiveness, but the way he avoided me, it appeared everything had ended between us.
However, the pain in his voice was unmistakable. I could see how he was hurting too. Then, why?
"Leave me. I don't deserve you," Eshan said with great difficulty. I could feel his chocked voice and his pain while uttering those cruel words. I could see it was hurting him.
Wait, what did he mean by he didn't deserve me? It was clearer than water that I did not deserve him.
