|Eshan|
Do people ever have that feeling like banging their head or beating the hell out of themselves? Maybe, yes. They might not realize how absurdly ridiculous their actions are. When the realization is dawn on them, they might feel it. I had that urge too.
When my self-control had snapped and gave in my desires, I did not think about the repercussions of my actions. I did not think if Innaya was ready for it or not. I did not ask for her permission. I did not care if she was startled or not. I did not care if she wished to get intimate with me. Without caring about her mind-set I was almost imposing myself upon her. I did not think if my appearance startled her or not.
