|Innaya|
Numb.
I could not feel my body anymore. All my senses had stopped working. I knew I needed to get out of this illusion. It was over. That nightmare was long over. It had been so many years to it. He was not coming back. Arjun had also mentioned that. He had told me that my father wasn't coming back. Grandpa had also said that.
I was safe.
Grandpa had saved me.
Grandpa had brought me back to life.
I knew it. Yet, I could no longer shake away those cognitive distortive tricks my mind was playing with me.
Grandpa, I needed him. I wanted him to chase away my demons, the way he had done from my childhood.
My mind had stopped working long ago. I could see nothing but the face of my father closing on me as he strangled my neck.
