Never again, Hannah promised herself, would she send Riley off to sea the way she had this last time. When theUSS Atlantis docked, he'd know how sorry…
He was. Riley was determined to make up for this rocky start with Hannah. Never again would he give her reason to doubt him. He was committed to her, committed to their marriage, committed to their child; and God willing, he fully intended to prove it.
"You're sure I don't look too fat?" Hannah asked, carefully watching Cheryl's reaction to the maternity top. There was no disguising the soft swell of her abdomen any longer. She'd changed in other ways, as well. Her thick brown hair fell past her shoulders, the ends curving under naturally. She'd pulled the thick waves away from her face, locking them into place with two gold barrettes.
"Oh, Hannah" Cheryl whispered, her voice lowering slightly, "you look so… beautiful."
Drawing in a deep breath, Hannah sincerely hoped her friend was right. The USS Atlantis was due to dock that afternoon, and she'd spent a good portion of the morning preparing herself and the house for this homecoming celebration with Riley.
Everything was ready, right down to the last-minute details. Thick steaks were marinating in the refrigerator; a homemade apple pie, Riley's favorite, was cooling on the kitchen countertop. A single bottle of beer was resting in a bucket of ice along with a soda for her. The table was set with a lace tablecloth and dishes. The centerpiece of carnations and candles was ready to be lit. The only thing needed to make the celebration complete was her husband.
Although she'd had six long weeks to work out what she planned to say to him, Hannah could think of no words that could adequately voice what was in her heart. She was anxious about this meeting, concerned, longing for everything to be as perfect as she could make it. She had missed him dreadfully and sought to prove how much by planning every aspect of his homecoming.
"I doubt that Riley will be able to keep his eyes off you," Cheryl told her. In the weeks that their husbands had been out to sea, the two women had become good friends. "His hands, either," Cheryl added. "Trust me, I know what I'm talking about. When Steve comes off a cruise, he can't leave me alone for two or three days straight. Not that I'm complaining, mind you."
Hannah found speaking so frankly about one's love life slightly embarrassing. Especially when her and Riley's marriage had yet to be consummated. Looking away from her friend, Hannah smoothed the maternity top over her hips in an effort to disguise her uneasiness.
"I'm showing now---I wasn't when he left---Do you think he'll notice?"
"No," Cheryl admitted, laughing. "He won't be able to take his eyes off those beautiful eyes of yours long enough to realize you're into maternity clothes now. Besides, Riley isn't going to be looking at your stomach."
"He'll notice." Of that Hannah was sure. "I can barely button my coat." She wasn't even six months pregnant, and already she felt like a blimp. The baby was so active now, no longer leaving her guessing when he chose to thrash about. The love she experienced for her unborn child overwhelmed her. Often when she sat, she flattened her hand over her abdomen, reaching out to her child, reassuring him. At night in bed, she spoke to him, telling him about his father and all that she was doing to prepare for his arrival. When she'd first suspected she might be pregnant, Hannah had tried to ignore the pregnancy, push it from her mind, unable to cope with the fruit of her night spent with Riley. Now, the baby dominated every thought and action.