love disappeared! we did not speak to each other for days and days. I messaged her now and then to try and start a conversation but her responses were just like none. it went almost like for a month and then just one day I got a call from her. I was stunned completely, I could feel goosebumps through out my body, before I get calm and answer the call the call went unanswered. I called her back. I said " hello" with a hesitating voice. she started talking without any breaks and I was just listening to her voice. damn I missed this voice like anything. we spoke for an hour that day and she told me about everything what's going on in her life and I was just listening to each thing. then we planned to meet and she came to my work place the next day. this was the first time she had come to my work place and I wanted it to be just special for her cuz I so wanted her to like my cafe bar cuz maybe this could impress her in some or the other way. that day I came to know that she is in fighting terms with her guy and I was so happy and I tried to convince her in a way that "yeah he isn't good for her and she deserves someone better". I tried my best but as always people get blind and deaf when they are in relationship. she just ignored what I said and next day I saw a picture of them together on Instagram. I said it to myself "ta-da! they are back together." it was not at all working for me in any way. then I thought let's just let it go cuz I could see her happy and I didn't wanted to become a third person in their happy life. i thought it would be better if I just take a step back and make myself understand that I don't deserve her. she is just too good for me. I kept thinking about her day and night. I tried make myself understand that "I should let her go" but it wasn't easy as it sounds. she kept coming in my dreams and I kept thinking about her. without wasting any time I understood that this isn't just attraction or infactuation, it's true love from my side and I did not wanted it to end as one sided love. so I decided that I will make her realize that I love her and I can treat her better than anyone else.