to kehne ko to hr teacher ki so called "good book" me mera naam shamil rehta tha, pr ye mere doston ko hi pata tha ki kitna bara kamina tha mai. same kahani was continued when I joined my first college. jaisa mai tha... dost bhi waise hi mile. Ranchi ke sbse bade college me admission lena itna bhi kuch aasan nhi tha, haa pr mere case me all the credit goes to my luck. apne jaise logon ke bich rehna bare maze ki baat thi, pr sirf tb tk jab tk mai un jaisa tha. kuch chizen hoti hai mass influencing ke liye, pr kaam sirf kisi ek insaan pe hi kerti hai. to yaha vo insan mai tha aur vo "mass influencing" ek larki thi.

class me entry ke saath, sare larko ki aankhe thum gyi, aur meri saansen thum gyi. Naam Riya, pr hume jb tk uska naam pta nhi tha hum use "meri jaan" kaha kerte the. hum chahete to use propose kr sekte the, problem ye tha ki uska ek boyfriend tha aur sala apna hi dost tha. I dropped the idea and started distracting my mind. thora muskil tha, to humne use bhulne ka plan cancel kr diya. pr aab uspe zayda dhayn bhi nhi dete the. phir ek din uske break up ka message Mila. aur humne jo thori bahut sharam bacchi thi vo bhi bech di... ek chocolate kharidi aur chl diye use propose kerne.

mere college se lagbhag 10 kadam pr ek mandir tha, usi raste se Riya ghar jaya kerta thi. hune usi mandir ke samne us din use roka. uski friend se pehle hi setting ho gyi thi to usne bhi thori help kr di. maine use roka aur kaha "I love you!" aur uske baad lagatar " mana mt kerna-mana mt kerna" badbdane lga... mujhe pura wishwas tha, vo yaa to sidhe mana kr degi ya to haan bol degi. lakin naa usne naa haa bola naa naa. usne to mujhe katai friend zone kr diya. pt hum usme bhi khush the. actually pure college me uska koi male beste nhi tha, to... usne bina mange mujhe apne do no. diye. to ye to pakka tha, apna bahut dur tk jane wala hai.