They say, every girl's dream is to have a beautiful wedding.
When I was 10, My Dream is to become a successful businesswoman who helped my family run the business.
When I was 15, My dream changed into being a song writer who touches people's hearts through music.
When I turned 18, My dream is to become a successful music producer and to spend the rest of my life with Jason. I don't need fancy weddings. I just want a simple wedding and Jason.
Today, now that I'm 25, I'm getting married to my bestfriend.
The church is beautiful, the reception venue we chose can accommodate our 130 guests which includes all our families and close friends.
The weather was good, everything is what it should be, except for one.
Jason's heart is still not mine.
This marriage is fake.
But that's not important right now.
I need to get through this wedding without embarrassing myself.
I stepped out of the car.
My wedding dress has a white bodice with a super light mint green colored skirt. The train of the dress is long, I'm afraid I might trip. My hair is styled in a messy fishtail braid, sporting a light make up but wearing a red lisptick and the white Chuck Taylor that Jason and I agreed to wear.
I walked with my father to the church.
I got emotional when I saw how the church was decorated from the inside, I was trying so hard not to cry.
It may have been fake, but what I feel for him is real. That's the truth I'll hold on to. That's what I know.
As the Mendelssohn's Wedding March played, My Dad and I waited for our turn to walk the aisle.
When we started walking, people were calling my name, but I can only look at the person in front of me.
Jason was stunning. He was wearing a white suite with black pants, he looks taller than his 182 cm height, with his hair parted at the side.
He was looking at me.
We were looking at each other.
When I reached him, i thought to myself... [damn, he looks better up close]
My dad shook his hands and handed my rand hight over to him.
'You look so beautiful, Kree.'
This was the first time he called me 'beautiful'.
I was always the 'cool' and 'funny' bestfriend.
Now finally, after years of knowing him, He called me beautiful.
I lost it. I started crying and it shocked Jason.
'Oh Kree, why are you crying?'
He held my hand and we faced the Minister at the same time.
'Ladies and gentlemen, we are here to witness the wedding of Miss Kree Allison Jung and Mr. Jason Jihoon Park'
Let the games begin.