Has I looked out the window I see the ships that this one was attacking. They were firing plasma guns at Earth and not just a couple but hundreds of thousands of them. "What are they doing?! You have to stop them!" Commander Shar looked at me with deep sadness. "I'm afraid that I can not do that. This is the only ship we have in this area and they have hundreds of thousands of them we can't take them on I'm sorry."
"Theres nothing you can do? Why me? Why am I the only one who has to suffer. Let me die too. I can't take the pain and the loss. There is nothing for me for to live for anymore."
"I can't. Nobody knows the reason why the universe chose you and I'm afraid nobody can find that out for you but yourself." He looks at me one last time before telling me to start this daily log. Then he left me to my self.