Adelian Mea
So that's why i'm here. The first time i saw Kie is noong nasa bar kami. I was faking drunk and faking na may lomoko sa akin that night. I know she is Kie at sinadya ko talagang samplin siya. Ang hirap kaya maghanap ng tao. Then yung sa girl na humilik sa kanya that night. Ang sarap lang kalbohin tss. Kaya sinabi kong gf ko siya haha.
After so nalaman ko ang reputasyon niya. The new Allie Kie Arklin. She is now a coldhearted, cassanova, doesn't care at all, player, rule breaker and she is a troublemaker. I have a plan and i know that she is just covering the pain. Nalaman ko din na she doesn't want to proceed to med school because of that traggedy.
Right now currently ginagamot si Kie nung nurse and i could hear them flirting.
"You have such a smooth hands Ms. Nurse." -pangbobola ni Kie.
Narinig ko namang kinilig yung school nurse. Bata pa ang school nurse namin halos edad lang namin fresh graduate kasi ito at oo na maganda siya. Tsk. Haha selos ka na naman. Insecure. Shh utak. Tsk.
"And your hands smells flower fragrance." -sabi pa ni Kie.
Arrgh. Seriously?
"Stop complimenting me Kie." -sabi ng nurse at halatang kinikilig.
"You are worth all the compliments." -sabi ni Kie.
Mayamaya pa eh lumabas yung nurse kaya pumasok ako. Tahimik lang kami ng ilang minuto.
"Lian tell me how did you find me?" -tanong nito.
"You remembered?" -balik tanong ko.
She already remembered.
"Yah i kinda look at your profile." -sabi niya.
"Remember Kill is my cousin. Then one time hinahanap kita eh yung mga file mo nakakalat sa table ko. Kill visited me that time. Nakita niya then she told me she knew you." -paliwanag ko.
"Why are you looking for me?" -seryosong tanong niya.
Bumuntong hininga muna ako bago ko sinagot yung tanong ko. May heart was beating so hard di ko alam anong isasagot ko. Natatakot ako. Ganito pala feeling pag magcoconfess ka.
"Remember the day you confessed to me?" -tanong ko.
"Who could forget? After that a traggedy happened." -cold na sabi niya.
Nalungkot ako sa sinabi niya. I mean i kinda feel bad about myself that i wasn't there when she needed me.
"I'm sorry." -sabi ko.
Umiwas lang siya ng tingin sa akin. Tahimik lang na naman kami
"So why are you looking for me when you thrown me away before?" -sabi niya.
"I.." -di ako makatingin sa kanya i felt my cheeks heat up.
Huminga ako ng malalalim at tumingin sa kanya. This it and there is no going back.
"After mo kasing mawala. I kinda miss your presence. As day passes by nawala ka mas lalo kitang namiss then one day i woke up realizing that i'm so stupid to let you go. Kie, mahal kita." -sabi ko still feeling alll the nervousness.
I closed my eyes and silently waited for her answer. What ifs are starting to build up. I know this is kind of ridicolous dahil sa ginawa ko sa kanya noon and i should expect for the worst but i can't keep my hopes.
"Lian your 3 years late." -sabi niya at saka tuloyang umalis.
Ganito pala yung feeling na mabusted. Na maiwan at mawalk out an. I know this is what will happen but why does it feels like this pa rin. Masakit pala as in sobrang sakit pala. But i have a plan remember so i stood up at hinabol ko siya. I saw her getting in a cab kaya mas lalo kong binilisan yung pagtakbo at pumunta sa harap nung cab. The driver stopped.
"Hey miss kung my plano kang magpakamatay wag kang mandamay!" -galit na sigaw nung driver sa akin.
Di ko pinansin yung driver instead pumasok ako sa passenger's seat ng cab.
"Lian get out." -malamig na sabi ni Kie as in super lamig extra lamig.
I looked at her.
"I'm sorry Kie. Please forgive me. I can't bear to see you like this anymore." -sincer na sabi ko.
She just looked away.
"Kuya drive na po kayo." -sabi lang nito.
Tahimik lang kami pati si kuya driver until sa makarating kami sa tinutuluyan niya bahay. Bumaba na kami sa taxi at pumasok sa bahay nakasunod lang ako sa kanya. Bigla siyang tumingin sa akin.
"What do you want Lian?" -tanong niya.
"I just wanna make it up to you." -sabi ko.
"Forget it already Lian. I told you already you are 3 years late." -sabi niya sabay upo sa couch ng living room.
"Please just let me make it up to you." -sabi ko with puppy eyes.
She gave me a blank stare.
"No. Now can you get out of my house." -sabi nito.
Hayys. This would be a lot of work. I went home but i'm not giving up.