depression it's like a virus that's spread slowly through the body, eating all hope and wonder and turning it to guilt. shame. and lonleyness.you can have a family and friends, you can be the richest person alive. but you'll never be able pay some one to understand.
they'll never truly understand until you have jumped off that chair, pulled the trigger, or swallowed every last pill.then, and only then will they no pain, sorrow, regret. the hole deep down inside, that parasite eating away at your hope.
everyday is just another lie. " everything will be ok." we tell ourselves these lies to keep us safe, unknowingly hurting ourselves even more.some have a little, and others are already swallowed hole by the parasite.
it's just a Dawn of a new day. a new brain. a new victim, a new family. a new lie. taken by the spreading parisite called depression.