it's only 9 am, and I'm still sad. it's only been three years, is that so bad. sleepless nights , it's still cold, were did u go my suicide, I can see the other side. were did u go.
I still wander these empty lands, growing tired of waiting, try to help , I won't go. I get up , go down In one blow. I'm still helpless , were have you gone .
listine to me scream in the silence of tonight, stop telling me everythings gonna be alright. DONT LIE TO ME, listen to me scream. I can't handle this torture of silence, make some noise , cut my rists , resorting to violence.I CANT HANDLE THIS SILENCE.
finally broken, lying on the floor. my one pressious token ,is gone. pain pain pain , cut my self, try to make it go away. I keep screaming to my self, but here nothing. drowning in the darkness of tonight. who can help me, when I'm not loved
AND IM STILL HELPLES