All this pain is killing me on the inside. This is torture, this is torture what can I do. I do it all for her.
I know she's waiting, I know she's waiting on the other side of the door . But I'm not ready to leave. I have so much pain inside, that I'm always trying to hide in my mind
But I do it all for her. So she can see me soon. Don't worry I will come. But I cannot stay. I've got to go, I've got to go now I cannot stay. I have so much pain inside, for death is calling out my name.
I know you miss me so much. Pain in just one touch, it hurts so much. I know I've been missing you too. But it's too late now. I'll see you ona the other side someday.
This is my suicide. Oh God why does it hurt so much inside. I've been denying myself for so long now, I have got to come clean. Time is running out. Before the door closes. How could this happen now I have to choose. Between sweet relief, or pain and comfort. This is my suicide.
Andrew suicide note to all of her daughters. This is where she has to choose between going back to her home in hell. Or staying with the family she is made.