After a long day from an art conference. I worked on my latest project and try to get some sleep after my last brush stroke. It was already a little passed 3 am. I lay next to my baby boy James. Laying in bed, a series of thoughts entered my mind and I couldn't get any rest that night. By the time I know, I've fallen asleep.
-☆Dream☆-
As I walked into this white light there was this door. As I opened it I heard a man called out to me. "Lia." said unknown man. He was handsome with red long beautiful shiny hair. He was half naked with only a robe on and ancient Chinese clothing. As he looked at me, I smiled and he gesture for my hand. I gave him a necklace. It has a rounded trinket with a golden flower in the middle.
-☆Dream end☆-
As I woke up I still remember him so clearly. His hair was so beautiful as I try to draw it out so I won't forget. That night I try to fall back asleep but I couldn't. By the time I know it was already morning. It was such a sweet nightmare.
"Lia, I have to work late today, so don't make dinner!" said Alex. Alex is my husband he is a businessman and I'm an artist. We were high school lovers. We were so much in love and before we know it he pop the question and we've gotten married 7 years ago. He and I had four beautiful children together. Two boys and two girls and we were going to spend our anniversary today but I guess he have to work late again. He probably don't remeber what today is. Last year he even forgotten my birthday but I didn't mind it. Maybe he was just working hard for us, for our future.
As I walked out of the house, the spring air nuzzled my nose and I sneezed. "Bless you miss", said unknown man. I looked and saw the back of a tall handsome man with blonde hair. I ushered the kids in the car and took them to school. It sure made my day because he was so handsome. (blushing) I dropped off my toddler at my mom's and I later drove to work. As I walked on ahead to the art gallery. I greeted my supervisor and went to my office.
Thinking about the hansome man in my dream again I was astonished by his beauty. Not any man I've seen is as handsome as he is. Thinking about his long beautiful red hair. Wondering if he is someone I know in my past life or maybe it's just another dream. Is it a soulmate dream or is it just a stupid wet dream. Laughing to myself my friend Michael (aka Michelle he prefer Michelle) walked in and laughed , "Girl what the heck you daydreaming about?" He entered the room as he squeeze me with a big hug. "I miss you so dearly I was thinking we should go shopping together for our project coming up." After a while of being dragged around with Michelle. He and I went to the bathroom and I saw my husband Alex with another woman. I try not to misunderstand but they were holding hands. As I was about to leave Michelle dragged my arm forward and he slap Alex in the face. I looked at Alex and I cried. He said he love that girl and that he wanted to be with her. I didn't say anything and ran away.
That night he didnt come home. He sent me a text saying he was sorry, but he love her and that he wanted to divorce and will send me the divorce papers. I cried all night long and couldn't get any sleep.
-♡Dream 2♡-
I was walking around a white cruise ship. I was walking around with friends. I then stumble across my husband with his girlfriend. I ran away, crying and didnt see where I was going stumbled over the ship and into the ocean. As I try my best to swim I fall deep into the ocean deeper and deeper. I was in the spirit realms and I went into the elevator with a skeleton for a door man all dressed in black. I walked into the elevator and this tall man wearing a robe followed me in. He didn't say a word to me. As I pressed the buttons to level 2, the elevator went all the way down passing Level 2 to level 3 and automatically to level 6. As the door swing open; gigantic centipede and bugs came crawling out of this big giant cave. The man in the robe took out a giant sword and starts to fight the bugs as he swang, his hood came down and I can see his red hair. Long and beautiful red hair. As I admired him he took my hand and held me close as we flew over the bugs. In a flash of a moment a group of soldiers arrived and help him killed all the creatures. We then left the cave and went into a relaxing realm. There were lilies and lots of flowers and ponds. We didn't talk much but he returned me home into the real world and I reunited with my parents. As I look back I couldn't see him anymore but a man in a wheelchair with long black hair.
-♡Dream End♡-
I woke up and it was 7:33 am. I then took the kids to school. Again there was no sign of my husband's return. He really is gone now as I think. ( Phone rings) My mom called so I picked up the phone. " So your getting a divorce? I heard it all from your friend I already told you he wasn't a good man and you didn't listen to me. You disobedient child. You are a disgrace for our family. We already told you to not marry him because of his social status and now that he used you enough he found someone else. Why are you even crying, he is no good for you. Now you're left with four kids and where are you going to live now that he isn't going to support you anymore!" I cried and cried. I felt like my whole world was going to end and she called to just say that. I hung up the phone and bawled loudly.
My boss called and gave me a paid week off. Tired and alone I felt as if there is no more to me. My toddler came crying to me as I held him to sleep that night I said to myself. "Be strong, not for me but for them."
♡Dream3♡
I was crying covering myself with a plastic blanket hiding myself from the world and rain splattered everywhere around me. A man tapped me on the shoulders. He took off the blanket and it was sunny again. He carried me on his back and all I can see was his red hair. and him wearing all black. He then let me off somewhere kind of blurry.
♡Dream End♡
I woke up and it was 6:45 am and I woke up the kids for school. I went to work and came home later and I ask my friend for a tarot reading or dream interpretation because I kept seeing a man with red hair rescuing me. She did my reading and said. " Its your soulmate he was worried about you. He can feel your energy because you guys are tied by a red string of fate. He can feel your energy being drained so he wanted to meet you in your dreams. He is very and highly psychic and he talked to your spirt guides and wants to connect with you through your dreams. He wanted to protect you. So that is why you keep seeing him. I was shocked and excited and I cried because for the first time I felt someone love me. For the first time I felt someone wanted to protect me and it changed me that day. Knowing that he will protect me from afar. Making my heart beat. I then ask her, " Why dont he just show up?" I said " he still have lessons to learn and so do you. When the time comes you will meet him face to face and love will bloom." she said. I then smiled and left.
-Dream 4-
(Music)" Lily was a little girl afraid of the big wide world she grew up within her castle walls...now and then she try to run and then on the night with the setting sun she went into the woods away so afraid all alone they want her don't go there there's creatures who are hiding in the dark then something been creeping in told her don't you worry just all of everywhere I go from around the valley know give you everything you been dreaming of just let me in everything you want and know will be a magic story you know you'll be safe under my control. Just let me in she knew she was hypnotized....." it's dark and flashes of red hair waving.
♡Dream End♡