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Chapter 4 - why is this memory still inside my head??

Three alpha have accepted my proposal. I am glad at least I am liked by some people. well my mom says that I do look beautiful - my long blonde hair and my brown eyes.

but there is no response from conquering alpha.

why can't he love me? when I think about this I just loose all my beauty.

three years ago,

I met the conquering alpha in the forest after that I became restless.

I had some memories but it feels like it's not me. it's someone else.

I went to Saint Louis and there I discovered the Real Truth.

~~~at Saint Louis chamber~~~~

"I met him two days ago " I said

" show me your hand"he said

I showed him and he smiled," do you know that a weapon can be only born with a sacrifice of her own kind?"

" yes I have known that " I said

SACRIFICE is one of the ritual that is held in every 50 years. it's to celebrate the god's grace on your kind and to welcome weapon.

" the memories you have is of the sacrifice. it left these for you "

I was taken aback..

what? the sacrifice's memories

" what is.. this I mean?? "

he said calmly " the man you met is your soul mate.only a soul mate can trigger those feeling in your heart "

The conquering alpha is my SOUL MATE.

" but.. I can't.. be.. I... "

" destiny has decided something beautiful for u!!my dear but remember it has a cruel side too"

~~~end ~~~

••••present•••••

I still think that I was made a fool of myself that day maybe because I was little that time..

it not possible for me to be his soul mate after all he already had a lover who died because of me.

I have only seen him once and I can still remember the way he looked at me.but was the feeling one-sided?

Alas!! I don't have answers for this question.

someone entered my room, I turned to see my best friend – princess Ellen

I ran to hug her," yes!! you came!! "

" it's my best friend wedding..how come I won't attend? "

Ellen is the princess of the north district and my best friend since ten years.

she sat in my bed, " why are you looking so anxious? "

I looked at her, " I don't want to marry them"

she squeezed my hand, " Remember all these years the pain you tolerated was because you are the WEAPON,our last stand "

My duty to my own kind is more important to. me. it would be selfish of me of I don't marry

why can't I throw the conquering alpha out of my brain?

" let's see who all have accepted your proposal ..come on" she dragged me to master Dave study hall

"hello master Dave "said Ellen " how are you? "

old man kissed her knuckle," I am fine your highness... how was your journey? "

"nice"

" we came here to see who all accepted crystal proposal " she added

" OK,let daisy help you with that " he went out and told daisy to show us

All the three alpha that accepted my proposal weren't my type.

Alpha of bravery- Keven Carrie

he was tall, muscular but due to a accident his fitness faded just like his fame

although his family is rich and robust .i think he is not my type

" I don't like this guy-keven" said Ellen, " I have heard about him he is very lame"

Next was ling annise

" is he a gay? " I asked

" shush!! " Ellen warned me, " don't say that loudly you know right it's embarrassing "

I laughed

" why the hell did he accept my proposal if he a gay? " I asked daisy

" he looked at his information. there is no proof that he is a GAY"

" DISGUSTING!! I probably will never marry this man"

next and the last man was attractive,his eyes were green and his brown hair

" what's his name? "

Ellen read his information

" Jace Morgan Freeman - the alpha of

oracles "

" oracles ?"

she nodded, " don't you think it's strange? "

" hmmm "

I looked at daisy, " is it already informed to the senior? "

daisy nodded.

does he have any motive?

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(p. s. if you were in my place which alpha will you choose?)

(p. s. I am quarrelling with the writer as she wants me to marry to a gay??)

spoiler :

in the next chapter our heroine meets her dream princes.

keep reading.