I was waiting for Cee in the garden and I was feeling a bit nervous so I listened to the song "When I met you". This song basically explains how I feel for Cee and just by listening to the words of the song is enough.
There I was an empty piece of a shell
Just mindin' my own world;
Without even knowin' what love and life were all about
Then you came
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew
There I was so in love with you
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you
I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I'm on to something good
And I'm sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares away with the aching part of me
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you
After listening to the song, I tried practicing on how to greet her and I was a little embarrassed when Cee heard me but good thing she did not mention it. I was kind of hoping that she would so that I could finally tell her how I feel but I guess it'll have to wait. Maybe I'll tell her later when we go out. I was actually planning to bring her to one of my favorite places where I would relax and clear my mind. I haven't brought anyone there, not even Bran and the guys because it was my secret spot. I hope that she'll like it so that it could be our "spot".
I was so happy that Cee agreed to spend the day with me so we both agreed to prepare our stuff before going out. While I was waiting for Cee in the living room, I thought of our breakfast earlier. Aside from being so beautiful, she was so carefree and she doesn't really care about how she looks and what other people say about her. She's really my type and I really hope that we'd be more than friends. Talking to her was really easy because she's really outgoing and fun to talk to. She's not like other girls who are so shallow and just prefers to talk about boys and makeup. She's more of the outgoing type and I could really tell that she's not only beauty but brains as well just by the way she talks. We then talked about music and I told her that I really wanted to hear her sing, she just smiled and didn't say anything. I have this feeling that maybe someday she will sing for me.
I called my favorite restaurant ahead of time so that they could prepare the food before we stop by later. I ordered all my favorite food and I hope that Cee will like all of it. I also prepared some blankets because it might get cold up there. I was secretly hoping that it would so that Cee would cuddle with me. But I'll just bring these blankets in case so that she wouldn't think that I am taking advantage of her. I also brought some pillows so that she will be comfortable later.
After making sure that everything's complete, I texted Bran that Cee and I would be going out today and that there's something that I need to tell him later tonight. While waiting for his response, I then thought about what Bran would think when I would tell him about my feelings for his sister. I hope that he would see that I have good intentions towards his sister and that I would never hurt her. Bran's approval is really important because he's my bestfriend and he's like a brother to me. I don't want my feelings for Cee to come between our friendship. I just hope that Bran would understand and give me his go signal to court his sister. I guess we'll have to find out about it later tonight.
When Cee came down the stairs, I felt like my jaw dropped on the floor. She looked like an angel and when she smiled when she saw me, my heart stopped. I knew in that moment that she's the girl for me. I really don't know what's gotten into me but this girl makes me crazy and I vowed to make her mine and do everything that I can to make that happen.