In front of a room
Zhi Rou was clenching her fists, something is forcing not to go, but her mind does. She do not know either when to act professionally or just truly let out her feelings, which is to cry and scream out all the pain.
" What should I do? "
Those question popped out through her mind. Her father just embarrassed her to a lot of of families relatives in front of her, and now her fiance seems cheating on her once again, with the woman she once trust but just turn into a back stabber.
She could lost herself with those isolated life and countless
" Hey you've been standing there. " The man whispered behind her back. " Are you okay. " He look at her with full of worries as if he truly cares towards to her feelings. " If you want i can me myself check whom person he's with. " He suggested, staring at her.
" No. " She refuse diligently. " I'm sure anyway who's girl he's with. " She said, taking a deep breath. " I'm done here. She added firmly, turning around at the coming seconds.
The man eyes turned wider, he thought it was such a waste for her to come there and suddenly change her mind eventually.
" Wait! " He grabbed her by the wrist. " Your here are you kidding me? You'd disturb our work and now your just going away without even checking it? Your a dump you know. " He mockingly twitched his lips as he said. " Such a shame you don't even have one words. "
" Let go! Then I'll pay for your f*cking useless time! " Said Zhi Rou slightly raised her voice but something block it from hearing the outside of the room.
Both of them, stared at each other but eyes literally went widened. It was a moan, a loud unpleasant one.
" Pftt. " Zhi Rou Ruthlessly smirked, eyes turned away at the man who's still holding her wrist. As she heard an intense voice coming out from the room.
" Oh wang lei! God!! That's it keep doing....keep going your doing it right, Yeahh, Ahhhh! " A familiar girl's voice keep increasing the intensity the more seconds come around. " Do not stop! Don't stop....make it Harder pls! Come inside me!... ohh sh*t you'd hit that one so good! "
Zhi Rou wanted to get back to her tract at that seconds, but the moaning sound goes more wider, that she could't bare it any longer. Her heart cannot endured any more longer, she was feelings tiredness that her legs swiftly felt numbed, but still managing not to cry even she badly wanted to do it. It was heartbreaking but she have to hide it.
" What did i do wrong. " She out sudden murmured, spliting that words but the man besides her, certainly overheard her talking to herself.
" Could she possibly blame herself instead to become angry of that je*k? " The man asked though his mind. " Your stupid. " He muttered making Zhi Rou look up him, eyes was weary, moreover still kept her mouth shouted, just staring at him until the man can't himself endure that unbearable sadness paint in her face.
He then extend his other hand just within a seconds to tightly embrace her on his arms, giving Zhi Rou's a dark, comfortable hidden place, where she could cry without anyone's seeing her.
" You can now cry. " He softly said besides her ear, hugging her as he put his both hands to her ears, blocking it, for her not to hear the hurtful sounds anymore.
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Outside the bar, the cold air bumps unto Zhi Rou's bare skin. She puts her hands around her arms and tightly hugs herself. The man beside her took a glimpse at her, he was hesitating to say anything that might be uncomfortable for her, after all those chaos.
Both of them are walking in the direction where no one else was passing by, It was bewitching that filled with trees and ravishing fallen leaves on the ground that keep flying off every time the nature air passed by. Perfect place for what she felt after all those affliction.
" Why are you even doing this? " Asked Zhi Rou thirty minutes had past when it happened, her fiance was clueless that she already knew he's cheating on her.
Zhi Rou was in deep thoughts of deciding whether she chooses to act nothing happened like usual she do or confront her fiance before the he become part of her life.
She knew that man got a crucial idea why he's pushing himself to her and it's no shocking if he does cheat and stab her back, both of them doesn't shares love, it's was all for the money that needed protection for it's own power.
However after standing in front of that room, Zhi Rou felt like her heart was clenching so hard. It made her rethink all her pain.
" You might catch a cold if you don't put back your jackets on. " Said the man, taking the suit on her hands and putting it on her shoulders. " There. " He smiles and look at her. " Comfy right? "
" Yes... " She answered, loftily, as usual how she talks to person she knew not same on her levels.
" Anyways... " She look up at him, exchanging gazes as she twitched her lips and said. " I'm not used to repeat my question, but for the comfort there, I will. " She said tone wasn't changing not even a bit. " So why did you hug me? Are you possibly attracted to me? "
The man smirked. " It's nothing new. " He began and said, impulsively, staring at her with his melancholy eyes, when she sat down on the corner bench. " I had a girlfriend, ex girlfriend I don't know, we've been together since we were in high school, we met in orphanage when we were young. I had to sacrifice my all to her, my education and my dreams but she replaced it all to a engage man she's obsessed with. " He put his hands on his pockets and said, nonchalantly. " Think of it as we are in the same booth. Been cheated and used. In short we are foolish one, trapped in a loophole by someones else lives. " All those words comes out naturally from his lips, as if the words coming out from his lips no longer exist in his heart.
" What! " Zhi Rou asked, looking disdainful. " Are you dump? " She asked, recklessly rising up to her feet. " You should teach that b*tch! Ugh! " Although his words had a strong impact to her, she'd still kept her pride and tried to manage to keep her isolation and opinionative attitude towards to him.
The man laughed, he seems to enjoyed seeing her get used and acts casually to him, it made him think and belie that they were closed enough to have a hearts to hearts talk.
" Sit down here. " She taps the bench with her hands, asking him to join her. She was staring at the night sky view, easing the pain and unfair feelings inside her chest. " Who's the girl? " She look away and asked. " By the way? "
The man pressed his lips together with a slight frown and said. " You'll be hurt if you knew. " He shook his head and muttered under his breath.
" Sorry? " Zhi Rou straighten her back and steadily locked her gazes at him. " I'd missed that one, you were saying? "
" I said you were cool and brave in there. " He said, trying to change the topic, but he looked agonized for a quick short glimpse.
Just within of seconds.
They eyes met and he was anxiously hiding his wallet inside his suit pockets, but time was shorter for him, when it comes to Zhi Rou, who's narrowing her eyes as she caught him in act. She had already noticed those fingers moving to hide something behind in her sharp eyes.
" Nope that's not it, your lying " Zhi Rou moves closer and tried to get the thing he's hiding, she took it and open it in no time, revealing a girl picture inside the wallet card holder. Her mouth felt dry, brows puckered. " How come.....That....."
" She was your girlfriend? "