Was it reality? Is it actually about me? Am I real? What happened to me? And where he left? These were the questions which were striking in her mind in every second. She was stunned, concerned, confused and also depressed, Yes! She was depressed. Let's know how?!
23rd December 2016. 8:30 p.m.
Dear dairy,
He declared that he has crush on me. It was our annual function in school all were busy in planning the stage and he was planning to propose me. I actually didn't knew as I don't bother to know much about him or talk to him. It's not like I hate him but receiving a proposal from him was a blessing in disguise. Today I was standing near bushes waiting for my friends he was stalking me with his friends the moment I was alone her came and said that he's likes me and really cares for me. That was the first proposal of my life. I was so nervous I got for feet. And in that nervousness I said no. Instead of saying no I regret that I should had asked him for some time. But our was also not totally my fault I was already in deep love with his friend. And that to since 4 years. There was no way of accepting his proposal. His friend asked me why I said no but what should I say was a big trouble i can't even commit that I already love his friend. The day end.
Anna