It's Tough But I Made It

Everything seems unfair, difficult and lots of pain and that where our world goes.

I am only 20 but I've experience a lot of bad things that might be encountered in this life .

When I was young I used to live on my mom's side I miss the days that I always tell them "I love you ma , I love you pa " and that was when I am on the Day Care I'm only 5 years old that time and I want to grow old faster and didn't know what I am saying 😌 .

Grade Two I lived in my grandparents house and often visits my mom , no my mom visits me often and that time I still don't realize what's going on . One day, while I am in the school I decided to walk with my classmates and go home and doesn't know that Home is 9km far from the school and then I turned back to school that day. I really miss my mom and my step dad 😥 that time so, after school I decided to stay at the plaza and not to go home and I was only 7 years old that time😂😂😂( Imagine a young kid in the plaza playing with strangers at late night ) After long hour of playing, two couples wanted to bring me to their home and I said I don't want to and with that they take me at the police station near the plaza . The good thing is the police on duty was my dad's kumpadre. I lied to the police saying that my mom and dad were home (I just really wanted to go home that time 😑😑😑) .When the morning came the police brought me to my parents house and I was so grateful because finally I'm home😁😊 but my parents wasn't there😥 and our neighbor said that they go somewhere . The police left me to our neighbors and then my mom came 😍😍😍 she told me that she dreamed of my last night so she went home . I was really happy that time because I can be with them again.💙

Being with them made my life complete but there are some circumstances that there are misunderstandings inside my family . I can clearly remember how my mom and dad fight in front of me 😶😶😶 but after a long talk everything becomes fine . 😍😍😘 We are poor but I have a happy family that time .

On the following years I've experienced the thing that nothing can imagine.

A good samaritan adopted me and give me shelter , food, clothing and education for 5years she talked to my mom and to the captain of our barangay to make it legal ( legal on talk and no papers involved ) so that mom wouldn't say she kidnapped me . My mom doesn't have work and my dad works on farm to provide for our family I have two siblings and both of them were boys . So I prefer to be away from them to study so that one day I can give them a good life . And then my affection to them started to fade 😥😥😥😭😭😭 and I don't even know why ...