Ru Quan couldn't lie to Bing Shi. "I had a very strong one-sided connection with her. I thought she was my soulmate until things got tainted between us with lies and hurt..."
Better to clear things up, he patiently explained his circumstances.
"What?! You killed her?!" Bing Shi opened her eyes wide; she created some distance between them, teasingly, "It answers why I died because of you... two times in a row."
After knowing that killing had no psychological impact on Ziek, she let it go. In war, it was kill or get killed. Her view on things changed. It was not like she was any better, she killed zombies and ordered soldiers to torture criminals. She had them healed afterward though. Enough excuses. This information truly surprised her. She didn't deny the fact that she got goosebumps, it was like hearing about a third Zhao Rong.