Its been one week since Tony left and Rin Chan haven't heard from him since then.
Rin Chan spend her days moping around, unable to eat and even sleep.
She just kept on looking at her phone, waiting for Tony to return her call.
She called and texted him multiple times and yet he haven't replied to any of her messages.
"what to do.. It's all my fault."
Rin Chan kept on blaming herself for being naive and not being able to appreciate Tony's feelings for her.
Her thumb already had shallow scrapes due to her habit of nibbling her fingers whenever she's in a pinch.
She's so distressed, tired and hungry that she didn't have the energy to report back to work.
She messaged madam Pearl and asked for a leave of absence.
Madam Pearl approved her leave and didn't think much of it, thinking that she's having a great time with her 'boyfriend'.
Rin Chan was just a part timer after all, most of the time she comes to work just to serve her young miss in the tea shop.
Ian had instructed madam Pearl to only let Rin Chan handle his wife's beverages.
And fortunately, Tia and her husband were on a business trip overseas, so Rin Chan could take her leave without affecting madam Pearl's business.
Rin Chan just lay on the couch all day. The scene from that night repeats in her mind.
She clearly remember everything, especially the look on Tony's face.
She felt a pang of pain in her heart whenever she remember the disappointment in Tony's eyes, his trembling body and his clenched fist as he turn his back on her.
She would cry knowing that this time, she really did hurt Tony.
"I'm so selfish, I didn't know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
She exclaimed while hugging her pillow tightly. If she could turn back the time she would accept him whole heartedly without doubting him.
She wish for Tony to just burst open the door and take her away and be together with her again.
The debris of the broken coffee table was still scattered all over the floor.
Rin Chan was so shocked that in the past few days, she didn't move an inch and stayed glued in her couch.
She just lay motionless, and most of the time stared blankly at the ceiling. Her attention was fixated on her mobile phone.
Waiting for Tony to contact her.
She looked around and then decided to clean up the mess that day, just so she could put her mind off of her heartache.
She grabbed the broken pieces one by one and throw it in the trash.
She then went to the kitchen, The dinner was already spoiled, she tidied up the kitchen and went to her room to take a bath.
When she was about to enter the bathroom, she notice the cluster of paper bags on top her bed.
Curious, she opened it and tears started to flow again on her cheeks.
Every shirt that Tony bought from the mixmatched shop was in pairs. The little things that Tony did for her to show her how much he love her started flash through her mind.
She gather all the clothes and hugged it tightly.
Her heart started to ache again as she remembered Tony smiling as he was asking her which shirt should he buy.
"I'm sorry, I'm such a fool."
She said as she cry helplessly. She was sobbing uncontrollably wishing for her pain to just stop.
She could feel her strength slowly leaving her. As she use the last ounce of energy crying her phone suddenly rang.